UCLA is okay, just a big change from high school since my high school didn't emphasize education it was more like, "Just graduate, we don't care what you do afterwards" type of school. I think we had a 1 out of 10 rating on greatschools.net.
As for my classes, I'm studying more than I ever did before. Sort of scared because I get nervous during exams and it really does hurt my grade. Like for general chem and math, I know the material yet I make stupid mistakes that are so obvious but for some reason I overlook them. I honestly should be getting an A in those classes, but don't think it's going to happen unless I pull off a miracle on my finals. So it worries me since I know many people want to go to pharmacy school, but the competition here is so intense that my worse fear is getting rejected by all the pharm schools I apply to.
I understand some people are doing it for the money, but I mean its not that much when you compare the amount of years you put in vs. the money you make. I guess that's why some people end up leaving the field because they came in for the wrong reason. But I've always wanted to become a pharmacist especially in retail and I think I'd enjoy doing it, as long as I can make it.
I honestly don't know what else to do, other than study my butt off and hope I get good grades. No matter how hard I study I just can't get to the level that some people are at because they've had such a good educational background to work with. Somewhat depressing...
I've done as much as I can for now, research what the pre-reqs I have to take, the schools, and just paying attention to sdn
. Overall, I just keep saying to myself that it's just the first quarter(yes I'm only 18, a first-year) and I can do better because now I know what it's like. But no matter how much I research I still don't know everything. Like I don't know what classes to take next quarter other than chem and math!
I'm just glad I found this forum because I need all the support I can get. Thanks Long for asking how I'm doing. How about you? Tell me about yourself?