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Thank you for sharing your story.The idea that you have to justify yourself is often an illusion. Alot of the pressures I felt to do this or that when I was younger are gone now. The bottom line is, you are ultimately accountable to yourself more than anyone else in this world. You family or people in general may expect you to do things, but that is because they want you to be happy or expect that you want to be happy and sometimes just don't get that their view on happiness and how to obtain it doesn't necessarily fit everyone.
I pretty much gave other people's ideas on my happiness the big eff you when I got divorced. I was so worried about disappointing people, especially my mom, but it turned out that I was not her primary concern. I told her I was moving out of my house and she said "well you can't stay with me!" She'd started dating her now husband and he'd been staying over, but she didn't want anyone to know yet b/c she was all religious-y and they met at church. Anyway, my point is that sometimes we overestimate how big of a deal it is for us to conform to other people's expectations - both my mom and I did.
It's comforting to know that there are people out there who have dealt with a similar kind of problem.