I think this is the most appropriate forum for posting this, but if I am wrong, please let me know.
A couple days ago, I was accepted to DMU off their alternate list. My initial reaction was that of ecstasy, since it was my first acceptance and it came so late in the game, not to mention that DMU was also my first choice, having fallen in love with the school when I visited in January for the interview.
However, I am unsure about the whole medicine thing right now. I applied to about 10 schools (all D.O.) and had a few interviews but ended up with only one waitlist to show for. After my last rejection, I was so sure that I wouldn't get in anywhere. I talked to some students at DMU and they were like, "Don't give up hope but be prepared to reapply for the next year." They were being nice about it, but I could tell my chances of getting in this year were very slim. So I started planning for next year, certainly not expecting DMU to take me.
As I was applying for jobs and renewing my apartment lease and getting ready to apply to medical schools yet again, someone asked me, "Why are you trying so hard to be a doctor?" Then I realized that I didn't know why. It sounds really bad saying it, but I never truly knew why I wanted to be a doctor. All along, I just went it with it, thinking "Eh, I'll figure it out when I am in med school." Now that I have given it some serious thought, I don't think that's such a good idea.
Does anyone know the deferment policy for DMU? I am hesitant to ask directly b/c I am afraid they will rescind my acceptance offer. I do not mind losing the $1000 deposit. (Sure, it's a lot of money but what is $1000 in the grand scheme of things?) Just to make it clear, I have ZERO intention of going anywhere else. If they won't let me defer, then I will definitely go to DMU this year. I don't want to re-apply b/c DMU is definitely the place I'd go if I were to go to medical school at all. I just prefer to have more time to think about and make sure medicine is what I want to do. I don't want to start medical school only to realize that medicine is not for me.
Thank you for reading this long post. Any inputs would be appreciated.