Almost every other night for the past I don't even know how many months, I've had a recurring nightmare. There is one patient sitting in a cage, or in a room with the owner, or at home that I've neglected. Scenario 1 (most common): I admitted the patient and put her in a cage with nothing but the estimate printed and tacked onto the patient's file but did not round any doctors on the case, put together a treatment sheet, or anything... and the patient's in ISO or back dog room that none of our really sick patients are so doesn't get checked. Scenario 2: I left and there is still a patient/owner is still in the room waiting for me to finish the case. Scenario 3: I sent the patient home on an outpatient basis but I was supposed to run in house bloodwork and call them and didn't.
I usually wake up in a cold sweat and even reach for my phone so that I can call the overnight doctor and have them follow up or something because the dream is so realistic... but then have to tell myself that such thing probably didn't happen (or did it?) and do some convincing to make myself leave it alone and go back to bed. Just so that I'm less likely to have these dreams, I end up staying very late tying all loose ends everyday, even for things that don't necessarily need to be done. I really need a shrink or something... oh wait, I don't have time to see one. ugh