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LMAO! I appreciate the perspective. To be honest, that sounds like something similar to what a younger, teenage version of myself would have done in certain situations. Finding a strong sense of community is one of the primary motivators in my life, and I would gladly sacrifice certain definitions "success" for stronger community bonds. This "security guard vs my peers" analogy isn't something I meditate on frequently. I was using it to try to prove my point, which is: medical school culture can breed or selective for narcissistic, unempathetic, greedy people.
I don't want to get specific about my experiences here for fear of my anonymity. But... well. I've had many interactions like this, but one of the most prominent in my mind was inviting my partner to a private class function. The administration had rented out a local venue and you had to show your badge to get in. My partner arrived a little bit after I did. Upon introducing her to some of my classmates, in front of a group of maybe 6 or 7, the first response is from one of the most vocal students in my class, "how did you get in here?" Accompanied by a very hostile expression. My partner and I are quite, non-confrontational people and we were both very confused if this was actually hostility or we had misinterpreted. We looked at each other with concern. "umm...we..just..." but our conversation was cut short as the student pulled the group a few steps away and started conversing amongst themselves.
That is such a small thing, but it is pervasive. It feels nasty and hurtful. Countless times with peers. With the "mentors" it feels more like a quite, playcating until the problem just goes away. Its minor enough that theres nothing to really be done about it, aside from complain on SDN. (SORRY)
All I'm trying to say is, maybe theres a inverse correlation between prestige and community. At interviews, the community is touted at my school. In practice, its been something thats made me consider a leave of absence or even discontinuing with my education.
Sounds like you have some real douche canoes at your school. My school is nothing like that.