Last year was complete most placed September, received 0 interviews.
This year, complete by July.
2 II, both back in August. Resulting in 1 rejection, and 1 (presumably) waitlist at a school with no waitlist movement.
Besides that, 2 holds, 11 pre-II rejections, and 15 silent as of now.
Been frustrating since I know I have a competitive application; strong research (6000+ hrs), 35 MCAT, upward GPA trend at top 10 undergrad, above avg EC's and leadership, strong letters, but also a pretty egregious IA (disciplinary suspension, substance/behavior related) from 5 years ago that's I am assuming is the thing that has really been holding me back. Not a great feeling to think I worked my tail off for the past several years only to not be given a chance due to a mistake from way back that I've already overcome way back.
I'm already prepping for next year by looking into MCAT study resources since my current MCAT would be expiring for most schools next cycle. I'll have to study while working almost 50 hours a week, and it'll be difficult to do as well as I already have. Challenge accepted, I guess lol.
I've just been trying to mitigate depression and be positive this past month, though it's been extremely tough. Going to the gym often has really helped but also getting some fresh perspective from others. It's easy to forget that we're all smart and capable people who are destined for success even if the MD path doesn't work out now, or ever.
We all really need to count our victories; I know I have a lot to appreciate right now even if I feel like hating myself. With Thanksgiving and Christmas breaks coming up, let's all promise ourselves to go out and see friends/family, destress, and just enjoy life.