Interesting thread. Personally, I wouldn't change a thing if I had a chance to do it over again, except that I would have accepted the offer to join
@BLADEMDA's group.
I live in "flyover" country, in a place where people from the coasts spend tons of money to come visit. My life is better than most people's vacation. There are multiple lakes within 20-45 minutes where I take my wake boat or my buddies fishing boat. The hiking is world class. In the winter, the skiing is epic. I can compete in the Jiu Jitsu tournaments across the northwest because the big cities are a cheap, one-hour flight away. I have my choice of Seahawks or Broncos games, NHL, NBA, MLB all just a quick flight away. I have a house on 10 acres, camper, ATV, etc. I'm buying a slopeside condo next summer.
I came out with a plan to pay off everything as fast as possible, but with my student loans locked at 2.625% and my mortgage at 2.75% it just seems stupid to pay it off. I make more putting that money into the market.
Sure, I make a little less than I could if I went to a less desirable location, but there are trade offs to every decision in life. It's worth it for me. I make plenty of money to have a great lifestyle and retirement.
I think the suicide stats are skewed because we are uniquely in a position to both know exactly how to kill ourselves, and have access to the means to do so. It would appear that general surgeons, another group who have unique knowledge on how to kill yourself, are in the second place. It's no secret that suicide runs in my family. I've battled it myself. The frequency of depressive and major depressive episodes has not increased since starting medical school, certainly the "stress" of the job has not made me more suicidal. If anything, it has made me less so. I wonder if there is a selection bias, for choosing anesthesia, among students who struggle with depression and suicidal tendencies. Perhaps there is an allure of a lifestyle that will allay the symptoms. Of course, neither the job, nor the lifestyle, allay the symptoms. This might lead people to give up hope and kill themselves.
FWIW, physical activity is my panacea. That's why I compete in Jiu Jitsu, and rarely sit still. I remain unmedicated, and have never had a desire to touch any of the **** in my drawer.