Hard-working "quiet kids" often receive excellent evaluations. Look at the students getting AOA at your school...it's not all quarterbacks and homecoming queens. My AOA class had zero dumb blondes, but several quiet Asians, as you have described yourself.
Also, don't distort the wording of my post. Mediocre students receive mediocre evaluations more than excellent students. It's not "foolish" to point this out. To be honest, I have a lot more experience than you when it comes to evaluating performance as well as being evaluated, and I know how the numbers fall into place.
Medical school is hard on our egos because it's the first time that we are surrounded by intellectual equals. Most of us soared through college without having to try too hard, but we get to med school and we are surrounded by valedictorians, PhDs, etc. Now, we have to try hard to do well, and sometimes even our best effort is not enough to end up on top. For many of us, it's our first taste of defeat and disappointment.
Some people cope well with this new disappointment, but many students choose instead to project their failures onto others. I am not immune to this behavior, and I've done it myself a hundred times. However, looking back, for every 10 bad evaluations I've seen, maybe 2 or 3 are unfair, and the other 7-8 are just students with poor insight into their shortcomings.
I have almost never met a student who believed he or she actually deserved a bad evaluation. I've rarely even met a student who believed he or she deserved an average evaluation. We are all above-average snowflakes, after all.
LOL give me a break. You have jack **** over anyone else in terms of evaluating people. How you judge people is based on what you value in others. Sorry to break it to you but every other attending will have a different idea about whats important in an clinician.
If you look at the AOA in my class you will see an overwhelming majority are white and outspoken. Yes they aren't all jocks or beauty queens but there are sure a lot of them. Even if we ignore the fact that quiet students are at an disadvantage, just look at the study done by APAMSA, you will see that blacks, hispanics, asians all receive inferior clinical grades relative to whites. That is a statistical fact and it is a product of an subjective grading system. At least the shelf exam is a reflection of the effort you put into studying. Third year grades is a reflection of ass kissing and pretending to know ****.
" Most of us soared through college without having to try too hard"
Sorry to break it to you but medical school is not hard compared to college. Being a doctor is like being a glorified plummer. I have yet to be challenged intellectually by any of the subjects. You memorize, regurgitate and pretend to be smart. "Clinical skills" is just another word the crap "I pull out of my ass to not look stupid." I have had attending that hand out percocet for sore throats because of "clinical judgement" and another attending who treat meningitis outpatient with 2nd gen cephalosporins because "based on my experience it tastes better". The sooner we realize that third year grades is a load of crap, the faster we will change the way medical students are taught.
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