Heh thanks, always nice to know people support me. I mean, I know I have some enemies here (like GuyWhoDoesStuff and Anastomoses I guess, among others), but I think I also have a number of allies and friends.
In any case, I've failed a number of things, and I think my life has been harder than you would expect for an upper middle class kid. But I've recovered every time, and I think I have surprised people with my resilience.
I think what sort of bugs me is that with multiple failed classes, even if I don't have to repeat the year I'm pretty much stuck going into FM. As I've said before, I think it's a solid career, I just don't think the money and prestige attained by a family physician is enough to warrant the financial, temporal, and emotional investment of medical school and residency. But that's just the nature of the beast, and I can't do anything about it now I guess.
As Victarion from GoT would say, "The most beautiful woman in the world has urgent need of my board scores." I still claim that one of my motivations for going into medicine is a boost to my desirability as a man for an arranged marriage. And I know I've caught some flak for this, and for people, not just premeds saying "why aren't you going into medicine to help people?"
Well, if I was just interested in helping people, why go through the hell of med school? Why not just become a nurse? Or a social worker?