BillBill1219
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I am seven months into intern year of IM residency and am seriously questioning whether I have made the right choice. I chose IM because I like physiology, pathophysiology, diagnostic problem solving, and working directly with patients. I had not fancied myself a "procedure guy" in medical school so IM seemed like a good fit for these reasons.
Fast forward to intern year...the job is not at all matching up to what I had envisioned. First of all, the work is extremely tedious. I cannot tolerate spending hours upon hours sitting at a computer teasing through a patient's chart to find out what home medications he takes, when his last colonoscopy was, what the last echo showed etc. After the initial intake, I see patients for 5 minutes daily on rounds and spend the rest of the day at the computer. The most physical thing I do is place a stethoscope on the patient's chest so I am not really learning any hands-on skills and this bothers me (procedures are hard to come by at my facility.) I am much more of a "doer" than I had taken myself to be.
I hate the fact that you are not just dealing with the acute presentation on inpatient medicine. All of the patient's problems, social or otherwise become your problem. This feels like I am a glorified clerk/babysitter on the medicine floors. I am tired of the mental-masturbation that goes into formulating a broad differential diagnosis only to call a consultant and/or discharge the patient anyway. It seems like I am academically responsible for a lot of information that I will never use clinically and this is a distraction from the things I do have to do.
I had done an ED rotation early this year (as an intern) and loved it. I felt energized at the end of each shift. My mind seems to work much better when confronted with a problem to solve in the here and now. I loved seeing patients get better right in front of me and even when we couldn't totally solve their problem, we at least directed them to where they can go for help. I cannot tolerate the dreaded clinic "follow up visit" because there is nothing to do other than make sure the patient has an adequate supply of Crestor. I felt so strongly about this, that I actually re-entered the match this year and applied to Emergency Medicine. I had a handful of interviews. This is a major decision and I just wanted to know if anyone else has felt this way and if so, did you switch specialties or find something in IM that you did enjoy and stuck with it? By the way, I am not interested in fellowship because I am in my mid thirties and do not want to spend that much extra time training (so critical care is out.) Thank you for any replies.
Fast forward to intern year...the job is not at all matching up to what I had envisioned. First of all, the work is extremely tedious. I cannot tolerate spending hours upon hours sitting at a computer teasing through a patient's chart to find out what home medications he takes, when his last colonoscopy was, what the last echo showed etc. After the initial intake, I see patients for 5 minutes daily on rounds and spend the rest of the day at the computer. The most physical thing I do is place a stethoscope on the patient's chest so I am not really learning any hands-on skills and this bothers me (procedures are hard to come by at my facility.) I am much more of a "doer" than I had taken myself to be.
I hate the fact that you are not just dealing with the acute presentation on inpatient medicine. All of the patient's problems, social or otherwise become your problem. This feels like I am a glorified clerk/babysitter on the medicine floors. I am tired of the mental-masturbation that goes into formulating a broad differential diagnosis only to call a consultant and/or discharge the patient anyway. It seems like I am academically responsible for a lot of information that I will never use clinically and this is a distraction from the things I do have to do.
I had done an ED rotation early this year (as an intern) and loved it. I felt energized at the end of each shift. My mind seems to work much better when confronted with a problem to solve in the here and now. I loved seeing patients get better right in front of me and even when we couldn't totally solve their problem, we at least directed them to where they can go for help. I cannot tolerate the dreaded clinic "follow up visit" because there is nothing to do other than make sure the patient has an adequate supply of Crestor. I felt so strongly about this, that I actually re-entered the match this year and applied to Emergency Medicine. I had a handful of interviews. This is a major decision and I just wanted to know if anyone else has felt this way and if so, did you switch specialties or find something in IM that you did enjoy and stuck with it? By the way, I am not interested in fellowship because I am in my mid thirties and do not want to spend that much extra time training (so critical care is out.) Thank you for any replies.