Well,
This is my first post in a while... Internship has seriously impinged upon my "free time" activities.
After about 6 weeks I have done about 10 cases. Mostly ass cases. 'roids, pilonidal cysts, an inguinal hernia, and a BKA. I'd love to be doing AAA repairs, and whipples but hey... I'm an intern.
So far I am satisfied with ym program. I am going to keep my program anonymous at this point so that if I wish to post criticism of it, it won't get back to me. However, I have to say that so far I am pretty impressed with the way things are going.
I'm at an "old-school" type university program that is well-known. Some of the attendings are really throwback types who are maniacal control freaks. I find these guys absolutely hilarious. But that's just me. I'm sure that some of you would find them not so entertaining.
We also have some young research badasses whom I have yet to really interact with. So far I have been on the "hard" services, and I work pretty hard. The whole 80 hour thing is not really happening. I'm working probably more like 95-100 hours. However, I have a sweet call schedule that nets me 2 w/e a month.
One thing I have noticed is that 4th year of med school really spoiled me. It was tough going from basically a 4 month vacation at the end of med school to this crazy schedule. I mean, really tough. But I'm starting to adjust.
I am doing tons of floor work. It's tiring but it's pretty cool. The first day at work when the nurses were calling me "Dr." and asking what I wanted to do with my patient with a 210/98 BP, I was kinda tweaked. When I "ordered" them to give 0.1 mg clonidine I felt so strange. But even now, I am making these kind of routine decisions pretty easily.
My program is an "old-school" system where the interns really are meant to run the floor. And we do. However I have started getting more attention from attendings. I can already see how some interns are missing out on cases because they bolt from the hospital as soon as they can. I usually linger around and check all of my patients one more time after rounds just to make sure I didn't miss anything. I also sneak down tot he OR and check out late cases even after I am supposed to be gone home. I haven't scrubbed on those cases, but I have fun watching them. And I also get to talk to the chief about the plans for everyone one more time before going home. I think that our (the interns') reputations are getting established at this point and already there are some who are getting called "bangers" (a compliment) by the upper year residents, and some who get teased about "flaking" early.
I would love to be operating more, but I really feel that I am learning a great deal about patient management. I feel a little more calm every week, and those "oh ****!" moments are starting to turn in to more mellow "oh crap!" moments. Besides, the 2nd years operate like crazy, and the 3rd years operate like madmen. My chief now (5th year) has done an unbelievable amount of cases and is an amazing clinician. He is also a very cool, calm, and polite guy. I am really encouraged by the upper year residents who have operated tons, are totally at ease on the floors, have great relationships with attendings, and are generally really helpful to the interns.
Having said all of that, I am pretty beat most nights. I miss going to the occasional movie. I miss spending time with my girl. I miss the luxury of 60 minute bull sessions on the phone with my friends. I miss web surfing for porn. But so far, I feel really good about my career choice, and I feel more and more fortunate by the day to be at this program.
Now, off to my home for a few hours o' sleep!