I didn't know that was allowed. I thought they would get mad if I sent 80%-90% of the cases to the ED, since all the septic, STEMI, head lacs, altered mental status, respiratory failure walking into urgent care scare the **** out of me when I'm with no attending help! Plus, in the clinic, the attending catches me if I forget to ask if patient's had their vaccinations, what they take for birth control, etc. I fear that I'll forget to ask key questions, which would lead to the death of thousands of patients, also considering the high acuity of patients that come in.
Elisbaeth Kate, in intern year, you'll always have backup. Having an amazing senior works wonders. Ask, ask, ask! It's better to be cautious and ask your upper level if it's ok to do XXX, or ask what should we do now that XXX has came back positive. Also, for admits, going over the plan and presentation with them is gonna make up feel comfortable. It may seem scary, but focus on the hard work aspect. The clinical aspect will slowly but surely be gained. I felt like I literally learned nothing in medical school, and it was fine.
Also, having everything run by the attending makes care better. They are quick to tell you if you need to add something, ask certain questions to patients, or to consider different medications. In the clinic, having to run by every patient with the attending makes it more comfortable and learning improves to know what questions to ask. If there was no attending, I would literally feel like I'm killing every single patient daily. After all, residency is a protected environment for the duration of 3-5 years for a reason haha