Hey Jamesmtl,
Remember, your marks are
better than mine, so my shot is probably the same as your shot! In other words, don't encourage me without encouraging yourself!
I'm pretty sure I read that that "middle" 20% is the autob. letter and NOT references; references are just a bonus they use to determine who to interview. Check out this link
http://www.medicine.mcgill.ca/facmed/facultymeeting/attachments/Admrpt2004R.ppt
It's a presentation they did (it's a year old, but still) that talks a bit more about this. It's interesting to note that the GPA THEY reported as being the "average" of the students they offered admission to recently (bad syntax, whatever) was 3.6/3.63, NOT 3.8. I know a guy from my school who got in last year and had a 3.6something, in a psych degree. I think you're scaring yourself for nothing and your chances are better than you think. Especially if they
did schedule interviews in the order of descending stats - you 'n me would be in the top 35 or so in that case (before counting the interview scores).
As for me, if I don't get in, I'll spend a year working, travelling and possibly writing a book, and then try again. I have a really weird academic history and it's almost impossible to predict who and where will take me, but I'm pretty sure I'd get interviewed at more schools next year because this year's grades were great (only Quebec schools got those, due to app. deadlines). I don't mind waiting. I went back to school at 26 to qualify for med school, and it has turned out to entail getting a whole other undergrad degree (I already had two in social sciences, this one's in biology). The trick is to enjoy the "meantime" stuff; I also work 30+ hours/week at a job I enjoy, I have a boyfriend and two cats and a good social life.
Please don't convince yourself that starting medical school at 25, or even 26, is too old. I'll be turning 30 just before starting - IF I get in this cycle! You'd be shocked at how little you really change over the years, and how old you
don't feel. (And as a guy, you don't even have to deal with biological clock issues.) If you really want to stay in Canada (and spare yourself the "1/3 million" debt, as you say), then do so; you will get in fairly soon. You don't have "marginal" stats or anything. Besides, a few years of life experience and discovering your passion (yes, it might be "medicine", but medicine in the service of what?) will only make you more attractive as a candidate. The biggest mistake I see in this forum is calling them (and thinking of them, even) as "extracurrics". You should only do volunteer work and community service if you really feel it; only if you would want to do it anyway, even if you were
never allowed to put it on your resume or your apps. I suspect adcomms feel this way as well.
However, I'm
totally with you on the freaking out. It's even hindering my last few weeks of schoolwork! The important thing, I suspect, is to realize that it's out of your hands now, you'll know when you know and there's nothing you can do to affect the outcome - worrying and reviewing and bargaining with the Almighty won't do a damn thing. Now I just need to follow my own advice, and "come down to earth" and back to the things I NEED to do today. Limit your forum-trolling time - it won't tell you anything new and will just keep you hung up on this. I am going to try to avoid these forums myself, so if you want to continue this conversation, email me at trustwomen(at)yahoo.com. (It does feel good to know that I'm a) not alone and b) not crazy for obsessing about this.)
Maybe you want to ask yourself if you are really willing to go to Ireland and deal with all the IMG stuff, rather than waiting another year. If it's because you're too afraid you'll change your mind during that year, decide you don't want to be a doctor (and then have to rethink your whole future), that's a good reason
not to go to Ireland. Because you'll have the same thoughts there, meaning you'll either quit school (money wasted) or, worse, finish school anyway and start a lifetime of work that won't make you happy.
All the best Jamesmtl, and I'm sure we'll see each other at McGill next fall!!!