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I have a pretty long back story, but the gist of my question is this: I'm currently an IMG (St. George's) debating dropping out and returning to the US and either applying to a US medical school if possible or doing a masters program and possibly attempting medical school later.
So I'm currently a student at St. George's in Grenada....and absolutley hate it. I started in January of this year (2016) so I'm in the middle of my 2nd term. How I got here, and I know I'll probably get flak for going this route because I've made my future more difficult. My wife and I are both medical students at SGU. She finished undergrad before me because I spent time in the military, so she started applying to medical school first. Anyways, she sent out a round of medical school applications in the states and didn't get in. Fast forward another year, another round of applications, same result, except she did get in to SGU. Here's my stupid decision. I said we could go wherever she wanted, and I would follow. Maybe out of cockiness, I figured I could do anything I want, regardless of where I went to school. She started in August of 2015, so she's just starting her MS2. I applied to SGU last fall and got in, stating January 2016.
(Ranting about how much I dislike SGU)
Starting this term, I'm losing it. I've become depressed and angry. I really hate this school. The general apathy and disrespect is present everywhere, and that includes students, professors, small group facilitators, everybody. Students don't seem to care about learning, and it's normal for multiple students to just stand up in the middle of lecture and leave. Not to mention talking and disturbing lecture for the seemingly few that are actually there to pay attention. The professors aren't much better. They show up late, go off on random tangents with nothing that pertains to anything we are learning, go long on lectures which pushes into the following lectures. Small group facilitators act like they're being forced into participating or leading a discussion, have little motivation to help any students, and generally are more harm than good. I'm finding myself everyday questioning whether I made the right decision, and it's getting harder to justify it to myself. And at $52,000 a year for just tuition, my rising medical school loans are stressing me out and making me question why I am spending so much money for such a horrible education experience.
Back to my question.
What are the chances of me "transferring" back to the states into a US school? And I put transferring in quotations because at this point, I wouldn't mind starting over. I've only completed one semester so it wouldn't be that big of a deal to me. I actually never applied to any US schools before choosing SGU, so I honestly don't know if I could get in even as a first time student. I have my BS in Biology from U of North Carolina, undergrad GPA of 3.4, MCAT score 502 (not great). I'm a veteran, but whether that helps me I don't know. Can I even apply to US schools after starting at SGU? Or am I better off to suck it up, hate my life for a few years, and finish at SGU?
Another consideration for me is the cost. SGU is expensive. I'm paying $52,000 a year for tuition, another $15,000 on living expenses, and probably $1000 on plane tickets to and from the states. I'm not eligible for any US grants being outside the states, and SGU doesn't give financial aid. So I'm forced to take out loans and use my GI Bill from the military. Compare that to UNC medical school. In state tuition is less than $20,000, which would be covered 100% by the GI Bill. And because my income for FAFSA is $0, I also qualify for grants from the school, covering most of my living expenses. If I stay at SGU, I'm looking at close to if not over a quarter million dollars in student loans. I can go to school in the states for a lot less. Which is one big appeal to me.
Anyways, I know this was a drawn out post, but if anybody has opinions, or have done what I'm trying to do, or anything else you think could help my decision, I would be grateful. I'm losing it and am completely lost.
So I'm currently a student at St. George's in Grenada....and absolutley hate it. I started in January of this year (2016) so I'm in the middle of my 2nd term. How I got here, and I know I'll probably get flak for going this route because I've made my future more difficult. My wife and I are both medical students at SGU. She finished undergrad before me because I spent time in the military, so she started applying to medical school first. Anyways, she sent out a round of medical school applications in the states and didn't get in. Fast forward another year, another round of applications, same result, except she did get in to SGU. Here's my stupid decision. I said we could go wherever she wanted, and I would follow. Maybe out of cockiness, I figured I could do anything I want, regardless of where I went to school. She started in August of 2015, so she's just starting her MS2. I applied to SGU last fall and got in, stating January 2016.
(Ranting about how much I dislike SGU)
Starting this term, I'm losing it. I've become depressed and angry. I really hate this school. The general apathy and disrespect is present everywhere, and that includes students, professors, small group facilitators, everybody. Students don't seem to care about learning, and it's normal for multiple students to just stand up in the middle of lecture and leave. Not to mention talking and disturbing lecture for the seemingly few that are actually there to pay attention. The professors aren't much better. They show up late, go off on random tangents with nothing that pertains to anything we are learning, go long on lectures which pushes into the following lectures. Small group facilitators act like they're being forced into participating or leading a discussion, have little motivation to help any students, and generally are more harm than good. I'm finding myself everyday questioning whether I made the right decision, and it's getting harder to justify it to myself. And at $52,000 a year for just tuition, my rising medical school loans are stressing me out and making me question why I am spending so much money for such a horrible education experience.
Back to my question.
What are the chances of me "transferring" back to the states into a US school? And I put transferring in quotations because at this point, I wouldn't mind starting over. I've only completed one semester so it wouldn't be that big of a deal to me. I actually never applied to any US schools before choosing SGU, so I honestly don't know if I could get in even as a first time student. I have my BS in Biology from U of North Carolina, undergrad GPA of 3.4, MCAT score 502 (not great). I'm a veteran, but whether that helps me I don't know. Can I even apply to US schools after starting at SGU? Or am I better off to suck it up, hate my life for a few years, and finish at SGU?
Another consideration for me is the cost. SGU is expensive. I'm paying $52,000 a year for tuition, another $15,000 on living expenses, and probably $1000 on plane tickets to and from the states. I'm not eligible for any US grants being outside the states, and SGU doesn't give financial aid. So I'm forced to take out loans and use my GI Bill from the military. Compare that to UNC medical school. In state tuition is less than $20,000, which would be covered 100% by the GI Bill. And because my income for FAFSA is $0, I also qualify for grants from the school, covering most of my living expenses. If I stay at SGU, I'm looking at close to if not over a quarter million dollars in student loans. I can go to school in the states for a lot less. Which is one big appeal to me.
Anyways, I know this was a drawn out post, but if anybody has opinions, or have done what I'm trying to do, or anything else you think could help my decision, I would be grateful. I'm losing it and am completely lost.