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I have a craptastic undergrad GPA(around 2.5), so I really put a lot of pressure on myself to do well on the MCAT. I studied like the devil was coming after me, day in and day out, for 7 months straight. I had an average AAMC CBT score of 32. I never scored below a 10 in any section on any practice test.
Then I got my scores back, and I got a 26T. I thought it was some kind of sick joke: 8 phy, 8 verbal, 10 bio. How I managed to score in the 99th percentile in the WS when I never wrote out a practice essay is beyond my comprehension.
Now I'm waitlisted for the BUMAMS program(but I won't get in this late), looking at another 5 months of MCAT studying, and seriously wondering what the hell I'm doing. I know everyone says not to give up on your dream, but at this point, I have to wonder if I'm just being silly and unrealistic. I'm almost 30 and I feel like such a ******* for sticking with it. I want to be a doctor more than anything, but I know some people just won't get into med school no matter how hard they try. Maybe I'm one of those people.
Can anyone give me some honest opinions? No need for any sugarcoating-- I get enough of that from my well-meaning friends in real life. I think I just need people to be honest with me, and where to draw the line between persistence and sheer stupidity. Thanks.
I went to an Ivy undergrad, majored in biomedical engineering.
You sound like you are under enormous pressure. I'm glad you are posting and asking nontrads for help. Not sugar-coating things and being honest (like you asked), I'd have to say that if I were interviewing you, I'd question whether you care more about the letters after your name or whether you want to be a doctor....for the former is 'just a degree' while the latter is an enormous privilege.There's a lot of pressure on me to go to an MD school if I pursue this med school thing. Both of my parents are MDs and they told me it would devastate them if I went to a DO school. They'd rather have me not go to a med school at all than to go the DO route.
Not sugar-coating things and being honest (like you asked), I'd have to say if I were interviewing you, I'd question whether it's worth it for you to go to medical school. 90% of matriculating students in medical school accept the debt for the privilege of entering the profession but you can't expect to 'have your cake and eat it', can you?You might say, "you're almost 30, grow up, who cares what your parents think"... but they have also agreed to pay for med school + living expenses if I get into a US allopathic med school. That is a huge factor for me, as I wouldn't have to accumulate more debt.
I, too, am a parent and so are several people posting in this forum. You really do have my sympathies. Getting into medical school is hard (from personal experience). Getting into medical school with a less than perfect academic record is harder (from personal experience). Staying in medical school with a family and kids adds a whole other dimension (again, from personal experience).Personally, I'd love to go to a DO school. MD or DO, it is the same to me.
If I was 21 years old and had more time to pay my loans off, I would take on the additional debt of med school. But I'm almost 30, about to have a family, and I have to think logically and realistically. If I do an SMP, that is an additional $50,000 that I will have to borrow before I even start med school or before I even know whether I can even get into a med school, which I don't mind doing, but to take on more than that, especially being around 33 or 34 years old by the time I matriculate into med school, is unfeasible for me. If it was just myself and I didn't have a family of my own, the debt thing would not be an issue.
But I have to think of my daughter and her welfare as well. My parents have agreed to pay for US allopathic med school + living expenses for my family while I'm in med school. That is tremendous, because I wouldn't have to worry about starving my daughter or wondering if we're going to end up on the streets somewhere.
I appreciate your advice, but I really have to dispel this notion that I care about the "initials after the name" because I really don't. If my post came across as such, I apologize. Like I said, the preference for an allopathic med school is forced upon me by extenuating circumstances.