Thank you for sharing your story, OP. I’m at a similar crossroad in my career (minus the drug abuse problem - no judgement passed). I hold a bachelors degree in biochemistry from a major university, have seven years of experience working as a certified pharmacy technician before and during college (extensive experience with non-sterile/sterile compounding), currently working as a clinical research associate (clinical monitor) with a global contract research organization. Earlier this year, I started collaborating with MSLs through a study I monitor, developing a biologic for UC/CD, and was quickly intrigued with the role. While the money is great and growth nearly unlimited as a CRA, I truly believe that the role of an MSL is my calling and a solid match for my skills and therapeutic knowledge, the roadblock in my case is admittance into pharmacy school due to my mediocre performance in my undergraduate degree. For me, I think it’s mostly a matter of somehow getting through the pile of applications for a chance to meet admissions committees and show that I am not the immature 22 year-old I was during my undergrad - I am totally different, mature, motivated, and prepared to excel in the challenge that is pharmacy school. For now, I am planning on retaking a number of my pre-requisite courses and retaking the PCAT, which will prove difficult because I’m on the road constantly. But, it is definitely comforting to know that there are others out there in similar situations. Just like you, I was unsure of my path after graduating with my bachelors degree, but where there is a will, there is a way...I hope.
Wishing you the best of luck!