Just curious...
I have applied twice, with no luck either time. At this point, if a take another year to dedicate enhancing myself as an applicant (retake MCAT for the 3rd time, take a few upper-level science courses, more volunteering, etc,) I would be looking at starting as a MS1 at 29/30. I will be 37 once I am done with at least internal medicine. Pushing 40 if I want to go further. It definitely is a factor with me, but really not enough to deter me. Just wondering if anyone else thinks about this.
Thanks!
Hey there,
I'm in a similar spot. I'm 27 and going into my second application cycle. Like others have mentioned, when you get closer to 30, and its your second (or third) time applying, you start to ask youself if this is really worth it; if it is truly worth the current and impending sacrifices.
Seeing your friends getting into careers, pulling in nice income, and buying property only makes it that much harder. After all, youre looking at a minimum of 8 years of training before you become a licensed, independent practitioner making real money. Thats a tough pill to swallow, and it makes mid-level careers look much more attractive.
I know that sounds a bit defeatist, but for many people practicality and other life ambitions eventually trump youthful ambition. It is much easier to be gung-ho about the process when you're 22. Not to mention all the conflicting anecdotes and opinions make the decision tougher. Ive had doctors tell me that I should go the PA or AA route and circumvent the misery that can accompany physician training and get on with life. And Ive had doctors tell me to keep trying, fill the weak areas and my persistence will pay off. Both sides offer good advice.
If I were in your spot (and i'm not that far off), it would be very tough for me to go through everything again. To be honest, I wouldnt do it. I could still obtain a solid career as a midlevel, make good money, and have pretty decent lifestyle to boot. Would my ego suffer for "stepping down"? For a while, it might. It's tough to let go of a dream that has been 5-10 years in the making. But not being a physician doesnt necessarily make you any less intelligent, capable, or dedicated. The toughest part is having to confront the questions of others. You feel like a failure after you've been telling everyone about your med school pursuits for the last couple of years.
At the end of the day, there is really only 2 ways to look at this: if you
really want to do it you, will do
whatever it takes. And if you dont, you will find something better.