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Totally. Debt rules the day.
Just out of curiosity, were these whiners in Psych, or another field?
I just don't like coming to work and doing my job out of fear. Fear that if I lose my job I'll never have the ability to pay off my loans, that I'll never find as high-paying job (try getting yourself into a 140k/yr job in any OTHER field) and that my kids will grow up with lice and dirty fingernails because their Dad is a tool who couldn't stay employed.
Another problem is that most of us were just ******* kids when the snowball started rolling downhill.
Age 17: Premed? Hell, why not? Have you seen "Scrubs" yet, I love that show. It's rough though, I had to read for an hour the other night and I have classes before 10am.
Age 20: This MCAT business is ridiculous and I can't stand OChem and Physics, why all the hoops for med school application? I wonder why I have to take Calculus. Well, it must be important or else they wouldn't make us take it. Besides, I'm too far along in my Biochemistry degree to change now and I refuse to end up as some lab rat or high school teacher. It will be okay, everyone says the hardest part of med school i getting in, smooth sailing after that.
Age 22: Well this is rather disconcerting, I never imagined med school would be like this. It's kind of like college only with a lot more reading and less drinking(with other people, I mean). Well, I'm going to be the best doctor ever, I can name all the coenzymes in the Krebs cycle. I can't wait to get out on the wards and practice "real" medicine.
Age 24: Hmmm, patient contact isn't exactly all its cracked up to be. When I stated my great love for humanity in my personal statement, I definitely wasn't thinking about these humans. If I see another 80yo who feels "weak and dizzy" I'm going to lose it. But's not all bad, and I'm sure I'll it will be better when I get to concentrate on what I like. Oh wow it's already 2pm, what am I still doing at the hospital? I still need to work out before I go home and relax and read for a bit.
Age 27: How the hell did I get here? How can I be almost 30 not realize what my career really entails until now. How is that a person as educated as me serves a mostly secretarial function? Why does everything I do require a f*cking form to be filled out? I always figured that as a resident I would have some sort of defense against that bitchy nurse or lazy unit clerk that I didn't as a med student. The truth is I'm more powerless and vulnerable than before. At least I'm finally being paid for my work, but everyone seems to make out like this is some special treat I don't really deserve. I just consolidated $120,000 worth of debt and by my calculations I make $6.70 /hr. The kid at Taco Bell makes more than me.
Well, it's not all bad. I do like my field and there often a few satisfying moments in the day. Everyone says it will get better.........
They say there's a light at the end of the tunnel, but it's really just an oncoming train.
And the initiation involves beating the Hell out of you then making you kill someone.That's because going into medicine is like joining a gang. Once in, it is nearly impossible to get out.
It wouldn't really be an apples to apples comparison. A place with a system different enough have a significantly different amount of med school debt would have a medical system that would have different headaches for doctors than ours.Just a thought for those of you feeling trapped in the profession because of debt...
in a lot of other countries all or almost all of med school is paid for by the government, so grads have no or very little debt. Do doctors in those countries leave the profession more often than here since they're not obligated by debt?
3 years of my med school occurred in Israel. Docs there don't pay much of anything for med school. It's 6 years of school after high school, instead of the absurd 8 that we do. Then they do residencies of about the same length as us.
Docs in Israel don't get paid much. They do, however, live a comfortable life and have the chance to travel and live well among their peers. They don't need to save for retirement, for their kids' educations, for almost certain lawsuits or for their own healthcare. They have less money, but they don't need much, either. Furthermore, most of them are extremely proud of what they do and enjoy very high stature within the community. I think the respect they enjoy brings them to work every day. There is a very low attrition rate. Becoming a fully-licensed doc is competitive and very difficult (not unlike here).
It isn't utopia. You get paid "more" for doing less in a social system, rather than for doing more, like it is here in a market system. Still, I'm convinced their's is the better way to go.
Doesn't work everywhere. Wanna hear something ridiculous? Doctors in this area of the world (SE Europe) have to wait between medical school and residency. Instead of having test scores determine which specialty you go in to the rationing method is one of attrition. Last doc I talked to was waiting for a pathology spot to open up. She's in her 2 of 5 year wait. Imagine that. Also, there is physician unemployment! Those employed in the public sector are paid ~3-4 times the minimum wage. Imagine getting paid ~$21-28/hr as a doc. Also, the waitlist for methadone treatment is a minimum of 1 year. I just talked to an ex-druggie the other day who signed up for treatment in 1999 and was finally contacted in 2002.LONG LIVE SOCIALIZED MEDICINE...Im costarrican and it actually works here just like in any other country of the world.
3 years of my med school occurred in Israel. Docs there don't pay much of anything for med school. It's 6 years of school after high school, instead of the absurd 8 that we do. Then they do residencies of about the same length as us.
Docs in Israel don't get paid much. They do, however, live a comfortable life and have the chance to travel and live well among their peers. They don't need to save for retirement, for their kids' educations, for almost certain lawsuits or for their own healthcare. They have less money, but they don't need much, either. Furthermore, most of them are extremely proud of what they do and enjoy very high stature within the community. I think the respect they enjoy brings them to work every day. There is a very low attrition rate. Becoming a fully-licensed doc is competitive and very difficult (not unlike here).
It isn't utopia. You get paid "more" for doing less in a social system, rather than for doing more, like it is here in a market system. Still, I'm convinced their's is the better way to go.
That's because going into medicine is like joining a gang. Once in, it is nearly impossible to get out.
Doesn't work everywhere. Wanna hear something ridiculous? Doctors in this area of the world (SE Europe) have to wait between medical school and residency. Instead of having test scores determine which specialty you go in to the rationing method is one of attrition. Last doc I talked to was waiting for a pathology spot to open up. She's in her 2 of 5 year wait. Imagine that. Also, there is physician unemployment! Those employed in the public sector are paid ~3-4 times the minimum wage. Imagine getting paid ~$21-28/hr as a doc. Also, the waitlist for methadone treatment is a minimum of 1 year. I just talked to an ex-druggie the other day who signed up for treatment in 1999 and was finally contacted in 2002.
Social medicine doesn't work everywhere. I blame the wider system and culture though instead of social medicine per se.
something i haven't seen mentioned is a sense of obligation. i'm not "miserable," but i have heard people who are say that they continue because they realize they have a relatively uncommon and very important set of skills or knowledge. they know that the job they're doing needs to be done and that if they don't do it their community may suffer.
Social medicine doesn't work everywhere.
I've never heard of those problems in socialized medicine. I'm not an expert and heven't lived in Europe but the way I figure it out is this: those problems don't happen here in Costa Rica and I tell you this is one of the countriest with the biggest ineficient governments I've ever seen, since those problems don't even happen here, why would they happen in Europe???
The problems you mentioned probably only happen in countries like Cuba, where there is no balance becuase there is only socialized medicine, and the government is the only employer, in all the democratic countries with socialized medicine there is also private, that's what keeps the balance.
I love my job and I am an intern.
There are a lot of whiners out there and most people aren't really as miserable as they seem.
I love my job and I am an intern.
I understand. If I enter 3rd year the situation changes. Then there's too much momentum. But I would rather look into a LOA than flat out quit, as I don't want to be rash. Better to preserve options as long as possible. I'm dreading years 3 and 4 but I could probably plod through. It's true, my real world skills won't grow but my debt will. Residency is something I haven't decided on but clinical medicine is out of the question.You need to quit either (1) med school, or (2) thinking about quitting. You should quit now if you're gonna do it because you will remain skill-less but the debt will compound before your disbelieving eyes. If you're stressed at 60k, think about tripling that while keeping your skill-set the same (at zero).
If you decide to jump into 3rd year, I say don't look back. Just plod forward from there. The system owns you for the next 10 years on average from there so just enjoy the good parts and realize that you can't get out of it anymore. It's a good job, it's just a high-stakes one.
I'm pondering quitting or taking a LOA in hopes of quitting after MS2 this year. The things that might keep me from fulfilling that are:
1. debt in the area of 50k or 60k, which isn't crippling but is considerable
2. (more importantly) lack of skills in other careers. As an undergrad I didn't do internships or gain work experience other than the usual research and premed application padders, which are fairly useless in the real world
I believe a wise man once said that you don't know a person until you've walked in his shoes....
I hated everything about it including the patients, the nurses, the attendings and most residents. I had never met a more pretentious and miserable group of people.
I'd rather do this than any other job except: 1) pro basketball player 2) head of free world 3) boy band singer. I missed the deadline for 2 or 3, and got cut from junior high basketball team. So, stuck with rad-onc.
I believe a wise man once said that you don't know a person until you've walked in his shoes...Hmmm...Atiitcus Finch I believe...
I think it's wonderful that you love your job. I wish I would say the same thing when I become an intern there, but I'm also not discounting the fact that there are miserable interns out there, and they are not scumbags or whiners.
I am currently on a sick leave and have missed 6 months of first year FM residency. My program director forced me to take the time off and my doctor is unwilling to let me go back (I beg her to every week I see her). At my worst I was homeless for two weeks, and now I am stuck on disability. Really, about as far from being a doctor as I can imagine.
I feel the same way, mostly about the nurses, attending and residents, and definately agree with the PRETENTIOUS part. I feel like I have been pledging a fraternity all over again, only for 4 years. And maybe that's what gets me through my clinicals. I can see through the mind f***s like the bs scut work I get sent to do.
I've had some messed up things happen to me the last two years, and I almost wanted to quit last year because I had interns making it a priority to make me miserable. Why, because I offended one of them who was going into PM&R by saying "I think I'm going to go into something easy, like Psych or PM&R".
I've also dealt with nurses, and heard this conversation in the OR:
Resident: Why do you yell at students?
Nurse: Because I've got to yell at somebody.
I've also had OR nurses yell at me for coming within 5 feet of an OR table, while everyone else basically brushes up against it.
And then there's always the attending who everyone either looks up to or fears. He/She commands respect, whether they are an eagle scout or a jerk. They could be the biggest a**h*** in the world, but still, they are the attending, and must be feared.
And that's what I dislike about medicine the most, the hierarchy, and the notion that s*** flows down hill. Many people have brought up the notion of fear in medicine. Everyone seems to fear everyone else above them. Everyone seems to forget their roots, that just a few years ago they were a resident, or an intern, or a student. And mostly, everyone forgets that in the end, we are all HUMAN. And I'm making it my priority next year to make sure it stops at me.
I am going into PM&R and consider this a compliment to my good decision of specialty.
That is not much debt, stupid people borrow that much to buy an SUV. I wouldn't worry about it.
Stockholm syndrome
By being an intern I am "walking in their shoes" in a way. Unless you are asking me to go through every residency in the country before passing judgment . . .
Notice that I said "there are a lot of whiners" not "all people that are unhappy are whiners". Although I am not sure I don't actually believe the latter.
By "walking in their shoes", I thought that meant living their lives, not just their jobs. And we all know it's impossible for anyone to really do that, so I always thought the lesson was just don't pass judgment...which I know is hard He who has no sin cast the first stone, right?
I'm not saying I don't judge people (I am guilty! guilty!) but I just thought I'd comment that unhappy whiner could very well have something to whine about like being somebody in the midst of a divorce, whose parents are in the midst of a divorce, and both with a pending mortgage foreclosure--all while being stripped down to the core by the wearies of internship. Whining may not be the best defense mechanism out there. But maybe it won't kill you so much to cut them some slack? Good for you that you are happy and satisfied. But should you ever come to the time that you do utter a whine, I think you'd appreciate it if others cut you some slack. And if you say there's absolutely no way in the world you would ever whine, then I will be genuinely happy for you.
I also know that what I need in my times of whining is a little kick in the butt and a friendly reminder to hush up and realize that things ain't so bad.