lol - oh, no... I hope some school out there will show me some love but I also hope to win the lottery
I promised myself I would complete, fully, at least 2 cycles. That means, take the MCAT AND score it. I've done that; waiting on the score results.
From here out, I have no expectations, just hope. I'm well aware of my age, well aware of misperceptions about that age and length of service back to society. I weighed all of that when I started, especially with my very abysmal ugrad GPA from 1986.
As there are no plans to retire - ever - my hope is to get accepted somewhere, graduate, get through residency the best physician I can be, treat patients for 15 years and then teach while maintaining a part time practice. Given some of my business experience, I have some ideas about going to developing countries and helping there - bringing western medicine into those countries teaching their docs so they can treat their patients within the customs and mores of that culture.
If I am not accepted, which is probably more likely than not, I will continue to volunteer regardless.