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Hi everyone,So I've having a major problem I'm hoping I could get some advice on. I'm currently in a pretty strong Clinical program. I've always wanted to go into research/academia, never had any desire to practice. I applied to both clinical and experimental programs, but went with clinical because it was the best research match and I felt like having a clinical background would be helpful for doing research. Here's the problem....I love my program, but I absolutely hate clinical work. I knew it wasn't going to be my favorite, but it absolutely drives me up a wall. I find it interesting from an academic standpoint, but the actual day-to-day client interaction is making me absolutely miserable. Even only having a few cases a week I find painful. I can switch into the experimental program, but I'm not sure its a good idea. I like the idea of having experience as a therapist, and I'm not sure I'd be as competitive on the job market with the experimental degree given my research line. Of course, I'm also not sure I could make it through internship. Emotionally I mean...I'm able to put aside my feelings and I think I'm at least competent in therapy (though it will never be a strong point). Doing it full-time sounds horrifying though.Has anyone else gone through something similar? Is there any reason not to do the experimental degree? Is it worth fighting through this if I don't want to be a therapist?