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Question: I know how stupid this sounds, but the problem is that as time has gone on, I don't feel comfortable or "happy" in performing medicine or at the thought of being a "traditional" doctor with the time that goes into it. I know what will usually come next when I say this--"you haven't hit your 3rd year yet though" or "why would you have applied to medical school?" etc. I hate hearing that because I do plan on continuing with the process, but I'm not sure I could mentally--or even physically--go on with a process that has been so fatiguing and so draining to me..
Honestly, I don't feel I can handle the responsibility and hard work of being an MD every day, and I'd just like to have an alternate, "nontraditional" career with the degree that will make me live my life the way I can comfortably do so. I have found medical school extremely demanding, and although I'm sure I will get multiple suggestions telling me to "wait until 3rd year, it will be different," I feel like I know myself and that it won't really change how I feel. I have realized I value my free time for things like exercise, relationships, etc. and being able to do my job every day and come home and not think about it (which makes me feel guilty, as I am nowhere near as studious and motivated as other students in my class).
Not to belabor you with my problems, but what I'm wondering is:
1) Are there careers I could get into, science/medically related, straight after medical school (without residency)? I'd like any kind of 9-5 type work, where I know what I have to do every day, maybe pharmaceutical? Would I be an appealing candidate or have to get some other degree?
2) Alternatively, if I do a residency, are there any that prepare a student for a non-traditional career, where I wouldn't be working with patients necessarily (maybe research, or being a "medical advisor" to companies is something I've heard about but know little about, etc.)?