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Ok, so I really need to vent here. IMO, this is absolutely insane.
Whenever I'm in the ER, I always hear nurses (esp. the male ones) complaining about the drama among coworkers. They're catty and clicky. It must be the high estrogen factor. Seriously, they're in a level 1 ER! You would think they could find some drama somewhere instead of having to create it themselves.
One of the male nurses was venting to me about it during one of my clinicals. Everyone apparently turned on him after he broke up with one of the female nurses. Middle school, anyone? I chuckled, and said "yeah, I feel for ya. Lucky for me, I don't have to work here, so the drama's not a problem for me." Oh how wrong I was...
So, I got a call today. The medical director wanted to set up a remediation due to poor performance during my clinicals.
Now I'm really stressed. I've been infiltrating a few more IVs lately, but I can't think of anything real awful. At this point, I'm thinking that I somehow administered a drug improperly and caused harm. Oh no - my worst nightmare.
I spend all day stressing out. Do you know what the problem was? I didn't harm anyone. My IV skills were average, and my other skills were great.
The nurses, several of them, wrote that I spend too much time looking for severe trauma, acute medical emergencies, and rare CCs. That's it! They felt I should stick with some of the run of the mill pts. You know what that is? That's nurse speak for "you're not doing our job for us."
Seriously though, they take vitals once per hour and each person gets two pts. The rest of the time is spent doing paperwork. I don't do paperwork, so I would have to sit and, basically, stare at the wall. Hmm....taking vitals on someone who's complaining that "my veins hurt" (seriously) or doing chest compressions on a code. They gave me a poor evaluation because I didn't forego excellent experience to spend 5 minutes of each hour with a psych pt who is simply wasting precious resources. I worked with many psych patients at my previous job, and quite frankly, I'm in the ER to actually learn. I want to help sick people - not bored ones.
I spend a large share of time working with minor cases anyway. In fact, that's where I get most of my IV starts. They're fun to chat with, examine, and administer drugs. I really do like working with everyone, including the people who don't need to be there, but it shouldn't be suprising that I want to work with the sickest ones. Seriously though, I want to be a paramedic not a nurse. Is it not suprising that I want to gain experience I'll actually use? I do want to be good at my job.
The thing is, most of the staff knows me. They usually tell me about the acute stuff, and they give me things to do (e.g. IVs) whenever they can...even when I'm not on their team. I guess next time I have to tell them I can't. I'm not thrilled by the fact that I now need to sit around and act like an EMT-B until I get out in the field again so as to avoid more drama.
It's really not a big deal, it's just they have to call a remediation anytime someone gives me a bad rating. I think I might just have to request certain preceptors - like the ones that care more about their patients than their work environment. (You can easily pick those nurses out too)
I just think it's crazy that they would give me a bad rating because I'm not handling all of their patients for them. That's not my job, and that was made clear to them long before I got there. My job is to learn, and I try to do it the best I can.
Ok, I'm done venting.
I don't know you, but from your post it sounds like you may have a poor attitude, especially with the comment about psych patients "wasting resources." I've known EMS providers who felt that some patients or complaints were beneath them, and they usually end up irritating their coworkers and treating patients poorly. Most 911 calls aren't immediate life threats either, and you can't pick and choose based on what's exciting enough for you.
Most 911 calls aren't immediate life threats either, and you can't pick and choose based on what's exciting enough for you.
It is a problem when your orientation involves where the dirty linens go, where you get clean linens, and where the vitals machine is parked. That being said, you can still learn a lot from the bread and butter patients. In fact this is actually where most paramedics need more exposure. Trauma and full arrests can be a rush--but they're easy.