maybe you're right. Lately it's been unclear exactly what my job role is. It used to be finding and treating emergencies, but lately it seems more like symptoms relief doctor. Historically I've been concerned with the overall health of the department - like could the 75yo abdominal pain in the lobby be an appy or AAA? by making them wait 2 more hours in the lobby for the bed occupied by this migraine patient, while I putz around trying VPA, propofol, haldol, magnesium infusions, etc is the lobby pt with belly pain going to perf their appy or have a ruptured AAA? Is that justifiable that I made them wait for this pain control case? If the lobby is empty, of course let's get these symptoms better, but at some point you have to prioritize. I realize that our jobs have slowly morphed away from treating emergencies into "fix my symptoms now" doctors, but I like to pretend that's not the case and prioritize needs over wants.