gradeobsessed
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Hi All,
I've had a pretty miserable semester. I've missed most of my classes for the last ten weeks, because I developed pneumonia, among other health issues and complexities, followed by back to back viral infections. I was in the ER six or seven times. I've been running a low grade fever for about three months, and I feel pretty miserable. Usually, however, I've been able to overcome my health issues and get decent grades, a but that doesn't seem to be happening this semester. I'm in a cognitive fog, and I'm completely exhausted.
My freshman year, I was diagnosed with gastroparesis, developed myasthenia gravis (secondary to influenza), and missed about fifteen weeks of school, earning a 3.54 average. I'm a glutton for punishment, and then took General Chemistry over the summer, even though I hadn't fully recovered, which dragged my GPA down to a 3.34 (a C+, then a B.)
Currently, in my sophomore year, I'm struggling to even get through a minimum load. Although I have Bs and an A in my classes, I feel like I'm skating by on luck, rather than learning anything, which is depressing the hell out of me. I really enjoy all my coursework, and it hurts me that I'm regurgitating, not engaging and learning. It doesn't help that I feel like crap as well, but not being able to engage fully is sending me into a bit of a depressive state. I don't even have the energy to get up anymore.
I'm not sure if I should finish out the semester, or just go on a medical leave now. With my projected grades, my gpa would drop to a 3.3 or 3.27, - but that's not the point. I could definitely recover from the grades (and write a decent essay about it,) but I really feel like I'm not learning - just fighting, and I wouldn't be ready for the second half of any of my courses anyway.
I'm a first generation college student, and my parents aren't very supportive of me taking time off. Also, the medical care I have at my university is much better than I would receive at home.
What should I do? I'm completely lost, and utterly trapped.
I've had a pretty miserable semester. I've missed most of my classes for the last ten weeks, because I developed pneumonia, among other health issues and complexities, followed by back to back viral infections. I was in the ER six or seven times. I've been running a low grade fever for about three months, and I feel pretty miserable. Usually, however, I've been able to overcome my health issues and get decent grades, a but that doesn't seem to be happening this semester. I'm in a cognitive fog, and I'm completely exhausted.
My freshman year, I was diagnosed with gastroparesis, developed myasthenia gravis (secondary to influenza), and missed about fifteen weeks of school, earning a 3.54 average. I'm a glutton for punishment, and then took General Chemistry over the summer, even though I hadn't fully recovered, which dragged my GPA down to a 3.34 (a C+, then a B.)
Currently, in my sophomore year, I'm struggling to even get through a minimum load. Although I have Bs and an A in my classes, I feel like I'm skating by on luck, rather than learning anything, which is depressing the hell out of me. I really enjoy all my coursework, and it hurts me that I'm regurgitating, not engaging and learning. It doesn't help that I feel like crap as well, but not being able to engage fully is sending me into a bit of a depressive state. I don't even have the energy to get up anymore.
I'm not sure if I should finish out the semester, or just go on a medical leave now. With my projected grades, my gpa would drop to a 3.3 or 3.27, - but that's not the point. I could definitely recover from the grades (and write a decent essay about it,) but I really feel like I'm not learning - just fighting, and I wouldn't be ready for the second half of any of my courses anyway.
I'm a first generation college student, and my parents aren't very supportive of me taking time off. Also, the medical care I have at my university is much better than I would receive at home.
What should I do? I'm completely lost, and utterly trapped.