I moved from Syria to the U.S. when I was 13 years old. I found it hard to acclimate to the culture and language for the first few years but eventually I started to feel comfortable conversing with people and getting involved. In 8th grade I was recommended to take honor classes since I did well in the sciences, and as soon as I was moved up to those classes I realized it wasn't for me as I was intimidated by the American students (well dressed, good posture, etc.). I went back to my ESL class for 8th grade. I was in ESL for 2 more years in high school. Surprisingly, though, during High School I was a tri-athlete (football (captain), wrestling, and track) for 4 years (more involved in society). I almost never studied in High School since I thought the material was easy to understand, and that I didn't really need to practice.. Once college came through, the first year hit me. I had a 3.1 GPA as I did not anticipate the level of difficulty in the sciences. I was able to fix that for my Sophomore year where I got a 4.0 GPA (I learned to start putting in work, rather than sit back like during High School).
The environment I was involved in never really pushed me to read. I only read books that were assigned during English classes. If I ever read a book, it was for skimming and grabbing information, and not for enjoyment and analysis of author's intentions. After taking my few MCAT tests, where I get a mediocre 127-128 in all subsections except for CARS (121-122). I often find myself unfocused when reading and I believe it's because of the history of my character, I really wish I had been reading all my life.
I am asking for an advice, my exam is scheduled on 8/13 and I've been thinking about postponing it to January so that I can give myself some time to catch up with reading and get better at English overall. I am currently a rising Junior (so I have time..?)
I've been feeling like I don't deserve to go into medicine due to my English, it has been affecting my mental health and I would really appreciate an advice.
TL;DR - should I postpone my MCAT 4 months to allow myself to read more often and get used to CARS , or should I rely on 2 weeks of practice to increase my score (121-122)?
Why do I want to be a doctor? I believe I am extremely lucky to have made it out of Syria. My friends back home used to be extremely competitive in academics and I feel obligated to do well as I am extremely lucky to live in the U.S. I want to become a doctor and eventually move back when it's reasonably safe, so that I can give back to those who didn't have the opportunity that I had.
Upcoming semester classes: Genetics, Organic I, Physics II, Spanish. I believe that I could slip in MCAT studying during this time but please tell me your thoughts!
Experience:
2000 hours - Pharmacy Technician
1000 hours - EMT
300 hours - volunteering
The environment I was involved in never really pushed me to read. I only read books that were assigned during English classes. If I ever read a book, it was for skimming and grabbing information, and not for enjoyment and analysis of author's intentions. After taking my few MCAT tests, where I get a mediocre 127-128 in all subsections except for CARS (121-122). I often find myself unfocused when reading and I believe it's because of the history of my character, I really wish I had been reading all my life.
I am asking for an advice, my exam is scheduled on 8/13 and I've been thinking about postponing it to January so that I can give myself some time to catch up with reading and get better at English overall. I am currently a rising Junior (so I have time..?)
I've been feeling like I don't deserve to go into medicine due to my English, it has been affecting my mental health and I would really appreciate an advice.
TL;DR - should I postpone my MCAT 4 months to allow myself to read more often and get used to CARS , or should I rely on 2 weeks of practice to increase my score (121-122)?
Why do I want to be a doctor? I believe I am extremely lucky to have made it out of Syria. My friends back home used to be extremely competitive in academics and I feel obligated to do well as I am extremely lucky to live in the U.S. I want to become a doctor and eventually move back when it's reasonably safe, so that I can give back to those who didn't have the opportunity that I had.
Upcoming semester classes: Genetics, Organic I, Physics II, Spanish. I believe that I could slip in MCAT studying during this time but please tell me your thoughts!
Experience:
2000 hours - Pharmacy Technician
1000 hours - EMT
300 hours - volunteering