My sister is in her first year of residency. We come from a poor immigrant family and it was my parents' dream to have their daughters become doctors. My sister did not want to go into the medical field but she didn't want to disappoint her parents and now that she's started working, she absolutely hates it. Now, I know that the first year of residency is a ****show and everyone hates it and it gets better, but she really REALLY hates it. She's halfway across the country, living on her own away from family and friends. Every convo I have with her, she talks about how she's an idiot, she hates her life, she hates the medical field, she doesn't know anything. Her talk has gotten progressively more hopeless and negative over this past month. She consistently gets every pimp question wrong, day after day. She is too tired to study after work, and I also think she feels too hopeless to attempt to strengthen her knowledge base. Her first patient died (not her fault) and she didn't feel any sadness. Basically every day she feels stupid, alone, uninterested, and trapped. She has zero passion or interest in what she's doing with her life and no free time or energy to pursue hobbies to get her through this year. Also, she's turning 30 and single and my mom (typical immigrant mother) is pressuring her to get married, but the guys she dates don't want to get serious with her because she's too busy (and, I suspect, her negativity about her life path bleeds into the rest of her personality). I try to tell her to stay positive, to stop putting herself and her intelligence down, to choose happiness over self pity and misery, but nothing is working. I'm only a 3rd year medical student and rotations haven't started yet, so I don't have much authority to tell her to "hang in there."
Everyone I've talked to who is past their first year of residency says that residency sucks and she'll be OK, but I don't feel comfortable telling them the details above because there's no anonymity. So is it really supposed to be THIS bad? I can only see her getting worse, more jaded and bitter about her life. She can't just quit medicine, because there's over $200K of loans built up from undergrad and medschool that she needs to pay off. She's not a very philosophical person, so the positive thinking thing doesn't stick. My sister means the world to me. I have no idea what to do and I'm very worried. Genuine advice would be appreciated.
Everyone I've talked to who is past their first year of residency says that residency sucks and she'll be OK, but I don't feel comfortable telling them the details above because there's no anonymity. So is it really supposed to be THIS bad? I can only see her getting worse, more jaded and bitter about her life. She can't just quit medicine, because there's over $200K of loans built up from undergrad and medschool that she needs to pay off. She's not a very philosophical person, so the positive thinking thing doesn't stick. My sister means the world to me. I have no idea what to do and I'm very worried. Genuine advice would be appreciated.