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Kind of a poorly worded title, but I don't know how else to word this. I'm getting ready to apply in 2022 (studying for the MCAT, finishing up my ECs, etc.) after finishing up a reinvention postbacc (3.98, ~67 units; ~3.3 final sGPA).
I've recently had some life experiences that's making me second think everything, not just applying to medical school.
On one hand, the amazing mastery over physiology & pathology the doctor I work for showed had really affirmed in me that that level of knowledge and skill is something I want to pursue, and want for myself. On the other hand, I'm not sure if I'm willing (or able) to make medicine something I wholly dedicate myself to.
I really do feel passionate to become a doctor, and I'm willing to put in the necessary amount of work for it; I'm just not sure if the amount of working I'm thinking of/expecting matches with strictly viewing medicine as a job, and not some "undying passion."
If I apply and am fortunate enough to get into a US medical school, can I make it through with the attitude that I'm preparing for a "career/job," and not something that I need to dedicate my "undying passion" for? I'm aware that med school pace can be "drowning," and I'm not sure if I have the right attitude to be able to make it through.
I hope you get what I mean, since I'm having a hard time properly articulating these thoughts.
If it matters, my shadowing/clinical experiences have piqued my interest in PM&R/psychiatry if I were to get accepted/matriculate.
I've recently had some life experiences that's making me second think everything, not just applying to medical school.
On one hand, the amazing mastery over physiology & pathology the doctor I work for showed had really affirmed in me that that level of knowledge and skill is something I want to pursue, and want for myself. On the other hand, I'm not sure if I'm willing (or able) to make medicine something I wholly dedicate myself to.
I really do feel passionate to become a doctor, and I'm willing to put in the necessary amount of work for it; I'm just not sure if the amount of working I'm thinking of/expecting matches with strictly viewing medicine as a job, and not some "undying passion."
If I apply and am fortunate enough to get into a US medical school, can I make it through with the attitude that I'm preparing for a "career/job," and not something that I need to dedicate my "undying passion" for? I'm aware that med school pace can be "drowning," and I'm not sure if I have the right attitude to be able to make it through.
I hope you get what I mean, since I'm having a hard time properly articulating these thoughts.
If it matters, my shadowing/clinical experiences have piqued my interest in PM&R/psychiatry if I were to get accepted/matriculate.