Hey all,
So I am sure this story has come up but I never ever thought I would be typing this into this forum. Here it goes.
So I just started my PGY 2 year in Medicine. My intern year overall went very well. I had above average evaluation each month and all of my attending physicians and I appeared to have a good relationship. The comments after each evaluation would normally say mostly positive things but there occasionally were concerns about "needs to continue to improve fund of knowledge" and " needs to continue to read and improve" and " differential diagnosis skills improving." I am by no means the smartest resident nor am I perfect so I respected all of my attending physicians and took their advice to heart and I continued to improve with each month becoming better and more efficient.
Everything was going well from July 2013- April 2014. There was NEVER a single instant where I was alerted about areas that were concerning. There had already been 3 "committee" meetings up until that point and my name had never been brought up and I was never approached regarding any concerns. This was until I recently completed my ICU rotation which I thought was going a little bumpy but I was learning tremendously as I went along. I would see my patients, never late, never missed a day, never any danger to any patient's, great relationship with my upper level and my patients; so naturally I assumed I was doing okay and started my May ward month. I noticed about mid may when my ICU evaluations came in that they were significantly lower than any of my previous evaluations and they "ripped me" in the comments stating that " he needs to read; Lots of room for improvement; not at the level of his peers" and other such things. This was very concerning to me as I had not received any feedback or any notice from any ICU attendings that I was doing so poorly? I was so confused I went to my program director and just met with him to address my concerns and that I did not feel that I was evaluated enough to make such comments regarding my knowledge base. He was surprised and stated he would bring it up at the next meeting. No problem. In the meantime, I have signed my PGY 2 contract, I have my schedule, I have all my elective months to coincide with weddings, and everything was going well. Apparently, after the committee meeting my PD called me in and said that the ICU people and "others" ( I am not sure who was there) had some concerns about my knowledge and my potential to be a danger to patients? I could not believe the words he was saying. We had a roundabout discussion where I disagreed and such however he suggested that I be promoted, no suspension or any other disciplinary action be taken but I would just need to start my PGY 2 year with ICU and "close monitoring" working one on one with an attending physician for the month of August. I was absolutely frustrated with this and I was looking forward to running my own ward team and hated that I was now "center stage." I did not want to go back so quickly to the ICU as I had just went to the PD and to the ICU attendings to ask what specifically I had done to warrant such a poor evaluation. They naturally dodged these questions and were very passive so I KNEW I had stirred the pot so to speak. However, I agreed that this was "what was best."
Bear with me, almost done. You have to remember this is MAY! I have heard nothing but overall good feedback and now I am hearing that there are concerns and no specific concerns just generalized concerns? So, I am studying for Step 3 (which sucked because I was now in ICU instead of an ambulatory rotation which was planned out in advance) and had to study for step 3 while in ICU. I busted my tail the second time; no kidding. Got there 30 minutes earlier, weaning vents, keeping on top of my intern, working incredibly well with the staff and again; not much interaction with the attendings. Step 3 done, felt pretty good and I was ready to start August. About 3 weeks into august (when I guess the ICU attendings felt it was time for them to fill out my evaluations) again blasted except this time it was MUCH worse. They apparently said in the meeting that I was more like an MS III than a PGY II? So again, I am left completely clueless about what I did wrong even though asking for feedback periodically but with no actual responses or anyone to sit me down along the way to tell me exactly what the hell was happening.
As expected, I get another call to see the PD. Long story short "we have to let you go due to unsatisfactory performance." I was literally shocked. Emotion was high, I was so confused. How could this happen? Why is this happening? How could my year of great evaluations lead to termination in less than 2 months? I have 20 days to appeal. I have a lot of support from colleagues and other liaisons at my disposal. I absolutely believe this is unjustifiable and I intend to appeal this to the fullest extent but while maintaing a very professional attitude and I am continuing to work during the 20 days.
My question is, although I feel I have a strong case, I am going to be appealing to the same committee who wants me gone anyway. I was already told that I should "give an answer soon so your spot can be filled quicker." I just believe this is almost inhumane. To terminate a guy without any reasonable feedback, without any objectivity, without any attempt to address concerns or without any advice about how to improve. I am not delusional and I do believe I do not stand a chance against fighting this; but damn it I am going to. Apparently several people have been fired from the program ( at least 3 in the last year) and they all throw in the towel and resign.
I am fighting because my board scores are excellent, I have a great relationship with my co-residents, I think my patient appreciate how I take time to speak with them each day and overall I do not think I have a "fund of knowledge" problem, nor that I am any danger to any patient.
I guess my question is, what now everybody? I am knee deep in this storm of S*&T but I want to be heard and I want those same people who dismissed me to face me. I am not pursuing legal action, I am not going to be disrespectful. I am going to be very professional and although I have been advised by several people about what to do; my case is very different and I am hearing so many different things its making my head spin. Please take the time to read this ramble and let me know what you guys would do. Thanks and I hope that I can make it through this.
So I am sure this story has come up but I never ever thought I would be typing this into this forum. Here it goes.
So I just started my PGY 2 year in Medicine. My intern year overall went very well. I had above average evaluation each month and all of my attending physicians and I appeared to have a good relationship. The comments after each evaluation would normally say mostly positive things but there occasionally were concerns about "needs to continue to improve fund of knowledge" and " needs to continue to read and improve" and " differential diagnosis skills improving." I am by no means the smartest resident nor am I perfect so I respected all of my attending physicians and took their advice to heart and I continued to improve with each month becoming better and more efficient.
Everything was going well from July 2013- April 2014. There was NEVER a single instant where I was alerted about areas that were concerning. There had already been 3 "committee" meetings up until that point and my name had never been brought up and I was never approached regarding any concerns. This was until I recently completed my ICU rotation which I thought was going a little bumpy but I was learning tremendously as I went along. I would see my patients, never late, never missed a day, never any danger to any patient's, great relationship with my upper level and my patients; so naturally I assumed I was doing okay and started my May ward month. I noticed about mid may when my ICU evaluations came in that they were significantly lower than any of my previous evaluations and they "ripped me" in the comments stating that " he needs to read; Lots of room for improvement; not at the level of his peers" and other such things. This was very concerning to me as I had not received any feedback or any notice from any ICU attendings that I was doing so poorly? I was so confused I went to my program director and just met with him to address my concerns and that I did not feel that I was evaluated enough to make such comments regarding my knowledge base. He was surprised and stated he would bring it up at the next meeting. No problem. In the meantime, I have signed my PGY 2 contract, I have my schedule, I have all my elective months to coincide with weddings, and everything was going well. Apparently, after the committee meeting my PD called me in and said that the ICU people and "others" ( I am not sure who was there) had some concerns about my knowledge and my potential to be a danger to patients? I could not believe the words he was saying. We had a roundabout discussion where I disagreed and such however he suggested that I be promoted, no suspension or any other disciplinary action be taken but I would just need to start my PGY 2 year with ICU and "close monitoring" working one on one with an attending physician for the month of August. I was absolutely frustrated with this and I was looking forward to running my own ward team and hated that I was now "center stage." I did not want to go back so quickly to the ICU as I had just went to the PD and to the ICU attendings to ask what specifically I had done to warrant such a poor evaluation. They naturally dodged these questions and were very passive so I KNEW I had stirred the pot so to speak. However, I agreed that this was "what was best."
Bear with me, almost done. You have to remember this is MAY! I have heard nothing but overall good feedback and now I am hearing that there are concerns and no specific concerns just generalized concerns? So, I am studying for Step 3 (which sucked because I was now in ICU instead of an ambulatory rotation which was planned out in advance) and had to study for step 3 while in ICU. I busted my tail the second time; no kidding. Got there 30 minutes earlier, weaning vents, keeping on top of my intern, working incredibly well with the staff and again; not much interaction with the attendings. Step 3 done, felt pretty good and I was ready to start August. About 3 weeks into august (when I guess the ICU attendings felt it was time for them to fill out my evaluations) again blasted except this time it was MUCH worse. They apparently said in the meeting that I was more like an MS III than a PGY II? So again, I am left completely clueless about what I did wrong even though asking for feedback periodically but with no actual responses or anyone to sit me down along the way to tell me exactly what the hell was happening.
As expected, I get another call to see the PD. Long story short "we have to let you go due to unsatisfactory performance." I was literally shocked. Emotion was high, I was so confused. How could this happen? Why is this happening? How could my year of great evaluations lead to termination in less than 2 months? I have 20 days to appeal. I have a lot of support from colleagues and other liaisons at my disposal. I absolutely believe this is unjustifiable and I intend to appeal this to the fullest extent but while maintaing a very professional attitude and I am continuing to work during the 20 days.
My question is, although I feel I have a strong case, I am going to be appealing to the same committee who wants me gone anyway. I was already told that I should "give an answer soon so your spot can be filled quicker." I just believe this is almost inhumane. To terminate a guy without any reasonable feedback, without any objectivity, without any attempt to address concerns or without any advice about how to improve. I am not delusional and I do believe I do not stand a chance against fighting this; but damn it I am going to. Apparently several people have been fired from the program ( at least 3 in the last year) and they all throw in the towel and resign.
I am fighting because my board scores are excellent, I have a great relationship with my co-residents, I think my patient appreciate how I take time to speak with them each day and overall I do not think I have a "fund of knowledge" problem, nor that I am any danger to any patient.
I guess my question is, what now everybody? I am knee deep in this storm of S*&T but I want to be heard and I want those same people who dismissed me to face me. I am not pursuing legal action, I am not going to be disrespectful. I am going to be very professional and although I have been advised by several people about what to do; my case is very different and I am hearing so many different things its making my head spin. Please take the time to read this ramble and let me know what you guys would do. Thanks and I hope that I can make it through this.
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