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I've read and posted many threads over the last year trying to narrow my specialty choices. I have finished all of my core clerkships and still waiting for the "Ah ha!" moment. Well actually, I have completely given up on that. I just finished listening to 10+ of the Undifferentiated Medical Student podcasts hoping I would get some clarity or at least a line of thinking to help me decide. At this point, I need help outlining and organizing my thoughts to figure out what to do with my life.
I have narrowed it down to: Urology, Plastics, Derm, Radiology.
(Stats wise: 250+ Step 1. Top 20 academic institution. Multiple midauthor pubs in a surgical subspecialty)
This is how I got there:
I really, really love learning about medicine. My first couple years and studying for step 1 were my favorite parts of school. I also love teaching medicine and explaining things to people whether it is patients, colleagues, or students/residents. The actual practice of internal medicine made me want to die. I want nothing to do with inpatient medicine and want to be as far away from the hospital as possible. I don't like very sick people. I hate rounds. I hate notes.
I thought I wanted to do surgery. I came to med school to be a surgeon. I think surgery is the coolest part of medicine. I love learning about the surgeries, planning the surgeries, seeing great outcomes. However, the actual process of surgery doesn't get me going like I hoped it would. I don't get that spark when I get to cut or suture. It's cool and I like working with my hands, but I find most of my time in the OR to be tedious. After hearing the advice, "if you can picture yourself doing anything else do it" and "if you can envision yourself never setting foot in an OR again, don't do surgery" I am about ready to give up on Plastics/Uro. I absolutely need to do something with some sort of procedural component, but I don't know if I need to be in the OR.
Here is my pro's/con's for each choice:
Radiology
+Lots of learning, straight diagnosis, medicine without the bull****
+ No "notes" (dictating radiology reports doesn't count for me)
+ Opportunities to work with and explain things to colleagues
+ I'm an introvert and think I would be totally ok with reading in a dark room for the majority of my time
+ Minor procedures to break up the day with an option to pursue IR if I want more
-Not sure if I am ready to give up patient interaction (I know mammo gives me options, but in general)
-Uncertainty of job market with progression of AI (I know AI will not REPLACE radiologists, but they will likely improve the efficiency of radiologists and cause job market contraction)
Derm
+outpatient
+quick visits and most patients aren't "sick"
+options for procedures with cosmetic and Mohs
+lifestyle
+I have a personal pull towards this because of my own health issues
+still somewhat possible to hang your own shingle (a ton of my family are nurses/midlevels and a huge dream of mine is to work together with them)
- Very, very worried that it would get monotonous even though I find much of the pathology interesting (mostly from what others say about the field)
- If I don't match Mohs, I am unsure if I would be fulfilled in general dermatology unless I can manage to still do some procedures regularly
Plastics
+Love the concepts and learning about it
+Ample opportunities for private practice and business moves
+Huge range of operations
+enjoyed the clinic
-Often feels tedious in the OR
-Much of what I've seen in academic medicine is closing other specialties cases. This is incredibly boring and I don't have any interest in being the "surgeon's surgeon" that comes in to clean up other cases after the cool part is done.
-Apparently the better jobs are actually in academics unless you can establish yourself in private practice cosmetics which is insanely competitive (especially in the places I want to live). In the sense that in a community hospital, it is a lot of cleaning up messes of other services with wound closure after wound closure and a lack of interesting cases.
Uro
+Very interesting physiology/pathology
+Lots of medicine involved
+Procedural clinic
+Best variety which will hopefully keep things from becoming stale
+Robots
+more laid back personalities than other surgical subs in my experience
-This is still a surgical field and I really am not sure that I can take 6 years of surgical residency when the OR just isn't my favorite place in the world.
-DRE/sensitive anatomy (I know this is dumb. It's not that rectums gross me out or anything. I just want to be the kind of doctor that patients aren't nervous/miserable over. That's why I don't want to deal with very sick patients. If most of my patients know they're getting a finger in their bum when they come see me, they are likely gonna be nervous and stressed. that's a weird thought that I can't shake.)
If any of you have been in a similar place or have any advice on how I can figure out where to go from here, please let me know. I really need to focus down and have some true direction at this point. Anything at all is a big help. I'll be in the comments. Thanks so much!
I have narrowed it down to: Urology, Plastics, Derm, Radiology.
(Stats wise: 250+ Step 1. Top 20 academic institution. Multiple midauthor pubs in a surgical subspecialty)
This is how I got there:
I really, really love learning about medicine. My first couple years and studying for step 1 were my favorite parts of school. I also love teaching medicine and explaining things to people whether it is patients, colleagues, or students/residents. The actual practice of internal medicine made me want to die. I want nothing to do with inpatient medicine and want to be as far away from the hospital as possible. I don't like very sick people. I hate rounds. I hate notes.
I thought I wanted to do surgery. I came to med school to be a surgeon. I think surgery is the coolest part of medicine. I love learning about the surgeries, planning the surgeries, seeing great outcomes. However, the actual process of surgery doesn't get me going like I hoped it would. I don't get that spark when I get to cut or suture. It's cool and I like working with my hands, but I find most of my time in the OR to be tedious. After hearing the advice, "if you can picture yourself doing anything else do it" and "if you can envision yourself never setting foot in an OR again, don't do surgery" I am about ready to give up on Plastics/Uro. I absolutely need to do something with some sort of procedural component, but I don't know if I need to be in the OR.
Here is my pro's/con's for each choice:
Radiology
+Lots of learning, straight diagnosis, medicine without the bull****
+ No "notes" (dictating radiology reports doesn't count for me)
+ Opportunities to work with and explain things to colleagues
+ I'm an introvert and think I would be totally ok with reading in a dark room for the majority of my time
+ Minor procedures to break up the day with an option to pursue IR if I want more
-Not sure if I am ready to give up patient interaction (I know mammo gives me options, but in general)
-Uncertainty of job market with progression of AI (I know AI will not REPLACE radiologists, but they will likely improve the efficiency of radiologists and cause job market contraction)
Derm
+outpatient
+quick visits and most patients aren't "sick"
+options for procedures with cosmetic and Mohs
+lifestyle
+I have a personal pull towards this because of my own health issues
+still somewhat possible to hang your own shingle (a ton of my family are nurses/midlevels and a huge dream of mine is to work together with them)
- Very, very worried that it would get monotonous even though I find much of the pathology interesting (mostly from what others say about the field)
- If I don't match Mohs, I am unsure if I would be fulfilled in general dermatology unless I can manage to still do some procedures regularly
Plastics
+Love the concepts and learning about it
+Ample opportunities for private practice and business moves
+Huge range of operations
+enjoyed the clinic
-Often feels tedious in the OR
-Much of what I've seen in academic medicine is closing other specialties cases. This is incredibly boring and I don't have any interest in being the "surgeon's surgeon" that comes in to clean up other cases after the cool part is done.
-Apparently the better jobs are actually in academics unless you can establish yourself in private practice cosmetics which is insanely competitive (especially in the places I want to live). In the sense that in a community hospital, it is a lot of cleaning up messes of other services with wound closure after wound closure and a lack of interesting cases.
Uro
+Very interesting physiology/pathology
+Lots of medicine involved
+Procedural clinic
+Best variety which will hopefully keep things from becoming stale
+Robots
+more laid back personalities than other surgical subs in my experience
-This is still a surgical field and I really am not sure that I can take 6 years of surgical residency when the OR just isn't my favorite place in the world.
-DRE/sensitive anatomy (I know this is dumb. It's not that rectums gross me out or anything. I just want to be the kind of doctor that patients aren't nervous/miserable over. That's why I don't want to deal with very sick patients. If most of my patients know they're getting a finger in their bum when they come see me, they are likely gonna be nervous and stressed. that's a weird thought that I can't shake.)
If any of you have been in a similar place or have any advice on how I can figure out where to go from here, please let me know. I really need to focus down and have some true direction at this point. Anything at all is a big help. I'll be in the comments. Thanks so much!