sjLando
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Thanks to everyone who helped me in my first post Considering washing out of doctoral races, but 65k in debt t;dr i'm mid 30s transferring to university and have been a pre-psychiatry student for a long time (very non trad).
I still haven't started the psych-tech job yet so I may still end up desperately wanting to repursue medicine again. But,
Every day now I find myself on one of the crisis lines (as a counselor) or on reddit / other peer groups with acutely suicidal / imminent risk people and being in the weeds with them severely over my head.
I'm spending all of my free time reading journals, handbooks, online courses and articles, and making my own database / notebooks of resources and notes of how to be better suicide counselor / interventionalist / xyz. (I have no delusions of teaching myself how to be a therapist, but the resources do greatly help my knowledge and communication skills. I do receive some mentoring / feedback from the supervisors).
I have some good research opportunities given to me (first author potential), but I'm not passionate about them. I am overwhelmed at the thought of trying to switch universities to find a lab that is doing what I love, and I haven't even found one in my state (finances are a big issue). Trying to build a CV for PhD programs seems daunting, and ultimately, I would rather spend that time honing my own clinical skills and being on the hotlines over the next few years.
This is why I'm thinking of building my application to PsyD or LPC schools. I know MSW is vastly more recommended, but with the ACA changes it seems like it will be much promising in the future, and even still, at this point, I really do just want to spend the time doing things that interest me the most. I'm getting older, and priorities change. My willingness for hoop jumping is diminishing.
But really, I know I will be successful at what I'm passionate about. The issue now is finding people who are passionate about me and want to train me. My biggest fear of doing LPC is trying to find good supervision post-graduation. PsyD programs I know have a laundry list of issues, but at least everything feels like it is lined up for you, so you don't have to hunt for more things (outside of residency etc). (Talking about mid range and up programs, not the bottom barrel degree mills.)
I know this is the work I want to do, and I want to keep doing it over the years before grad school. I will have a lot of clinical experience (hospital, hospice, hotlines, etc), so I'm hoping that will help me in making my application. I'm still going to be involved in research and maybe have a publication. I already have posters from my previous institution but in microbiology.
I just need any help that I can get. I have nobody to talk to or ask advice about outside of here.
I still haven't started the psych-tech job yet so I may still end up desperately wanting to repursue medicine again. But,
Every day now I find myself on one of the crisis lines (as a counselor) or on reddit / other peer groups with acutely suicidal / imminent risk people and being in the weeds with them severely over my head.
I'm spending all of my free time reading journals, handbooks, online courses and articles, and making my own database / notebooks of resources and notes of how to be better suicide counselor / interventionalist / xyz. (I have no delusions of teaching myself how to be a therapist, but the resources do greatly help my knowledge and communication skills. I do receive some mentoring / feedback from the supervisors).
I have some good research opportunities given to me (first author potential), but I'm not passionate about them. I am overwhelmed at the thought of trying to switch universities to find a lab that is doing what I love, and I haven't even found one in my state (finances are a big issue). Trying to build a CV for PhD programs seems daunting, and ultimately, I would rather spend that time honing my own clinical skills and being on the hotlines over the next few years.
This is why I'm thinking of building my application to PsyD or LPC schools. I know MSW is vastly more recommended, but with the ACA changes it seems like it will be much promising in the future, and even still, at this point, I really do just want to spend the time doing things that interest me the most. I'm getting older, and priorities change. My willingness for hoop jumping is diminishing.
But really, I know I will be successful at what I'm passionate about. The issue now is finding people who are passionate about me and want to train me. My biggest fear of doing LPC is trying to find good supervision post-graduation. PsyD programs I know have a laundry list of issues, but at least everything feels like it is lined up for you, so you don't have to hunt for more things (outside of residency etc). (Talking about mid range and up programs, not the bottom barrel degree mills.)
I know this is the work I want to do, and I want to keep doing it over the years before grad school. I will have a lot of clinical experience (hospital, hospice, hotlines, etc), so I'm hoping that will help me in making my application. I'm still going to be involved in research and maybe have a publication. I already have posters from my previous institution but in microbiology.
I just need any help that I can get. I have nobody to talk to or ask advice about outside of here.
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