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Lots to say on this topic but I’ll try to be brief with my situation. Wondering if it is even worth reapplying elsewhere in the future or exiting medicine completely at this point?
MD PhD from MSTP matched to research/fast track for heme/onc in a pretty good program. Worked my butt off to get here - inner city public school kid, first gen graduate with blue collar parents. Finished first year of fellowship with outstanding reputation on track for faculty position with a basic science project on novel leukemia therapy with pharm dept chair. Then I got pneumonia and raging systemic lupus or as my PD called it - my mystery illness. PD dealt with my situation very very inappropriately and poorly.
End result, I got fired under hospital bylaws for taking too much time. HR/PD refused any accommodations even with my having full support from her clinic boss, cofellows and dept chair. I just wanted call nights off for a month or 2 until I got symptoms controlled. Been dealing with this for about 10 yrs now without diagnosis so I know what I am and am not capable of at this point.
So do I punish myself and reapply in the future? Would any programs really try to support my continuing if I prove my worth in intellectual property and recommendations? Or do I default into consulting? ☹️ Some guidance from the wise would be greatly appreciated.
MD PhD from MSTP matched to research/fast track for heme/onc in a pretty good program. Worked my butt off to get here - inner city public school kid, first gen graduate with blue collar parents. Finished first year of fellowship with outstanding reputation on track for faculty position with a basic science project on novel leukemia therapy with pharm dept chair. Then I got pneumonia and raging systemic lupus or as my PD called it - my mystery illness. PD dealt with my situation very very inappropriately and poorly.
End result, I got fired under hospital bylaws for taking too much time. HR/PD refused any accommodations even with my having full support from her clinic boss, cofellows and dept chair. I just wanted call nights off for a month or 2 until I got symptoms controlled. Been dealing with this for about 10 yrs now without diagnosis so I know what I am and am not capable of at this point.
So do I punish myself and reapply in the future? Would any programs really try to support my continuing if I prove my worth in intellectual property and recommendations? Or do I default into consulting? ☹️ Some guidance from the wise would be greatly appreciated.