camelliajaponica
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I have taken this exam three times now. And I am awaiting my exam score for January 30th. I have no clue what this exam wants from me. I barely know what I've done wrong each time besides that I have trouble with the ICE portion. I've worked on my notes, physical exam, and my data gathering abilities. I can pass Step 1 and CK on the first go but not this?!
I am just sending out all these hopeful thoughts that I passed this time. I wrote down the wrong name and used the wrong name for that patient during this last exam. I don't think I finished about 2 - 3 notes in a way that was satisfactory, probably more. I feel like I repeated questions that the SPs answered already. I was so horribly nervous I could barely move or breathe properly. I don't remember if I asked leading questions. How many of my questions were open ended? I wasn't able to check heart and lungs on all the patients. I ran out of time with two of them. I didn't type up all the information. I looked down at my clipboard too much. I just...I am so worried I failed again. And Match day is approaching, and I don't know what my school will do cause I'm an US IMG, and I don't know what to say to my parents because I haven't spoken a word about this to them. I mean...I have contingency plans but...really this is so so much for me right now. I will retake it but...this is a lot.
Here's my whining portion: I just want to be a doctor. I just want to help people. Why does this exam say that I can't? I have worked with and caught things that my preceptors haven't. I have stayed late hours and poured over books just like everyone else. I do everything I can to make sure patients are comfortable, understood, and treated with (what little I have of knowledge/experience as a med student) evidence based techniques/medicine to help them achieve better health outcomes. Like...lol...I am just wildly angered/frustrated/anxious/maddened by this whole process.
I am just sending out all these hopeful thoughts that I passed this time. I wrote down the wrong name and used the wrong name for that patient during this last exam. I don't think I finished about 2 - 3 notes in a way that was satisfactory, probably more. I feel like I repeated questions that the SPs answered already. I was so horribly nervous I could barely move or breathe properly. I don't remember if I asked leading questions. How many of my questions were open ended? I wasn't able to check heart and lungs on all the patients. I ran out of time with two of them. I didn't type up all the information. I looked down at my clipboard too much. I just...I am so worried I failed again. And Match day is approaching, and I don't know what my school will do cause I'm an US IMG, and I don't know what to say to my parents because I haven't spoken a word about this to them. I mean...I have contingency plans but...really this is so so much for me right now. I will retake it but...this is a lot.
Here's my whining portion: I just want to be a doctor. I just want to help people. Why does this exam say that I can't? I have worked with and caught things that my preceptors haven't. I have stayed late hours and poured over books just like everyone else. I do everything I can to make sure patients are comfortable, understood, and treated with (what little I have of knowledge/experience as a med student) evidence based techniques/medicine to help them achieve better health outcomes. Like...lol...I am just wildly angered/frustrated/anxious/maddened by this whole process.
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