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Some people who I consider to be close to be (3 close friends and brother) along with random people at school have mentioned things to me lately, especially day that has threw me into a loop hole. The first thing that I can ever remember actually really enjoying or having a "passion" for when I was younger was crafts.... and writing, especially. Comm Arts, Grammer, Essays, etc. make me tingly and happy. (I love, love writing essays and such) These things have always come natural and I've been told I'm a fairly to very nice writer. Well, science is a little different but since I was interested in it... I pushed myself very hard to "be good at it". I've wanted to be a veterinarian for two years now and it seems so silly and ridiculous to be questioning this as my future. My brother especially is very partial to me doing something with writing and if I "don't choose as soon as I get to college... I'll get screwed over and won't graduate in time" I realize I need to do some heavy shadowing and see if this is completely 100% what I want... I'm young and most of the times things change when people get to college, right? I finally got over my "obsession of college and the future" and now I feel I was knocked back down. This is more of a ranting of some sort then a "what should I do with my life" because I know the reality is that it is clearly up to me, and I realize I would never actually be good enough to be a full time writer as my only financial support. However, it's something I've thought about a lot when I was younger and now that I actually have everything "set".. I feel very discouraged. I was trying to work this out with other people instead of resorting to an online forum but everyone pretty much told me that I should do both or just wade it out. Not the best thing for a stressed out crazy person with a huge stomach ache with three hours ahead of her.
Ahh.... so I guess my question out of my little high school drama, not that big of a deal situation is.... does anyone else feel discouraged? Not by people telling you that you wouldn't be able to do this... but some other strain? I guess it would help if others were in the same sinking boat. I just need a lifevest.
Please forgive me for the ranting.
Ahh.... so I guess my question out of my little high school drama, not that big of a deal situation is.... does anyone else feel discouraged? Not by people telling you that you wouldn't be able to do this... but some other strain? I guess it would help if others were in the same sinking boat. I just need a lifevest.
Please forgive me for the ranting.