PaperPomeranian
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Hello all!
I am currently taking some post bacc courses as I have a degree in anthropology and a second one in primate behavior and ecology. I specifically chose to go that route to avoid STEM classes, but now becoming a physician developed into a burning passion, I realized I made some mistakes with my original bachelors lol.
I’ve never been good at STEM classes and I only connect that to my k-12 education where growing up, my home was severely broken and abusive. Because of that, my cognitive ability has given me intense anxiety and fear with any sort of STEM class. I was hoping that now that I’m in a significantly better environment, my level of learning would function better, but I find myself panicking and crying over entry chemistry classes (conversion equations, memorizing formulations, math in general lol) more than I did in high school! I’m not sure if my function of understanding numbers and formulas is poor due to my natural ability or because of my upbringing.
In the science field, facts and logic triumphs over hoping and guessing and I’m currently doubting myself to go through medical school due to intense struggling with basic chemistry (chem 139) and perhaps medical biology classes (currently taking bio 160, learning about atoms, elements and going into micro and macromolecules). Although I want to become a doctor, I’m afraid my competence in chemistry/math and biology classes will limit me, thus perhaps I’m “hoping and praying” versus looking at facts and logic.
For the primate degrees, anatomy, physiology, and psychology was involved and it wasn’t as challenging as math/chemistry (it was challenging, but in its own way). I did see other threads on this site about doubting ones self in medical school and saw many replies that doctors are studying medicine and the human body, not necessarily full-blown chemistry and math, although it looks as if they’re are heavily involved.
I know this sounds negative, but going into the science field, it’s important to be factual. For example, my spouse will never become a musician. His musical ability is incredibly poor. My spouse has made a career choice avoiding music and arts for this reason (and is happy about it!). So I’m wondering if its more wise to make a decision similar to this? My passion is to help people using all the wonderful and advanced knowledge of the medical sciences to improve life, but an anology I grew up with that seems to resonate with me is, a chicken envious of a flying hawk, will never learn to fly no matter what. If the ability isn’t there, it just won’t happen. In the military, we are taught “it is what it is” when unfortunate things happen.
Thank you for taking your time to read this post everyone. I tried to be as neutral as possible, but informative. I apologize if I posted this to the wrong area as I felt this could be posted to the Pre-med area, but also to the non traditional thread!
I am currently taking some post bacc courses as I have a degree in anthropology and a second one in primate behavior and ecology. I specifically chose to go that route to avoid STEM classes, but now becoming a physician developed into a burning passion, I realized I made some mistakes with my original bachelors lol.
I’ve never been good at STEM classes and I only connect that to my k-12 education where growing up, my home was severely broken and abusive. Because of that, my cognitive ability has given me intense anxiety and fear with any sort of STEM class. I was hoping that now that I’m in a significantly better environment, my level of learning would function better, but I find myself panicking and crying over entry chemistry classes (conversion equations, memorizing formulations, math in general lol) more than I did in high school! I’m not sure if my function of understanding numbers and formulas is poor due to my natural ability or because of my upbringing.
In the science field, facts and logic triumphs over hoping and guessing and I’m currently doubting myself to go through medical school due to intense struggling with basic chemistry (chem 139) and perhaps medical biology classes (currently taking bio 160, learning about atoms, elements and going into micro and macromolecules). Although I want to become a doctor, I’m afraid my competence in chemistry/math and biology classes will limit me, thus perhaps I’m “hoping and praying” versus looking at facts and logic.
For the primate degrees, anatomy, physiology, and psychology was involved and it wasn’t as challenging as math/chemistry (it was challenging, but in its own way). I did see other threads on this site about doubting ones self in medical school and saw many replies that doctors are studying medicine and the human body, not necessarily full-blown chemistry and math, although it looks as if they’re are heavily involved.
I know this sounds negative, but going into the science field, it’s important to be factual. For example, my spouse will never become a musician. His musical ability is incredibly poor. My spouse has made a career choice avoiding music and arts for this reason (and is happy about it!). So I’m wondering if its more wise to make a decision similar to this? My passion is to help people using all the wonderful and advanced knowledge of the medical sciences to improve life, but an anology I grew up with that seems to resonate with me is, a chicken envious of a flying hawk, will never learn to fly no matter what. If the ability isn’t there, it just won’t happen. In the military, we are taught “it is what it is” when unfortunate things happen.
Thank you for taking your time to read this post everyone. I tried to be as neutral as possible, but informative. I apologize if I posted this to the wrong area as I felt this could be posted to the Pre-med area, but also to the non traditional thread!