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Hi,
I'm not sure how many people have experience with this, but just need advice about doing poorly in fellowship. I'm starting second year in a non competitive fellowship, but am doing worse than new first years.
My worst problem is extreme inefficiency--I have a terrible memory, so I have to chart review way more than I should regarding a patient's history. I forgot and mix details when rounding-- usually because my handwriting is terrible, and that's the only way I pre chart due to inefficiency.
On top of that, I have a tendency to spend too much time in patients' rooms, which is particularly bad when you have 10-15 patients to see, often when a patient is chatty. So of course I never finish seeing patients, which looks terrible for a second year fellow who should have it together.
My knowledge is also pretty poor. With all of this going on, I've had feedback saying that I look disinterested, so now I'm in danger of probation per my program if things don't improve. I look disinterested because I'm doing so poorly I feel depressed being on service.
Just ready to leave--even if I finish fellowship, I probably won't have any good recommendations to get a good job. Feeling extremely depressed and just ready to quit.
I'm not sure how many people have experience with this, but just need advice about doing poorly in fellowship. I'm starting second year in a non competitive fellowship, but am doing worse than new first years.
My worst problem is extreme inefficiency--I have a terrible memory, so I have to chart review way more than I should regarding a patient's history. I forgot and mix details when rounding-- usually because my handwriting is terrible, and that's the only way I pre chart due to inefficiency.
On top of that, I have a tendency to spend too much time in patients' rooms, which is particularly bad when you have 10-15 patients to see, often when a patient is chatty. So of course I never finish seeing patients, which looks terrible for a second year fellow who should have it together.
My knowledge is also pretty poor. With all of this going on, I've had feedback saying that I look disinterested, so now I'm in danger of probation per my program if things don't improve. I look disinterested because I'm doing so poorly I feel depressed being on service.
Just ready to leave--even if I finish fellowship, I probably won't have any good recommendations to get a good job. Feeling extremely depressed and just ready to quit.