Just found out that my gf used to be in a lesbian relationship for a long time in her early twenties and then went out on a string of NSA-sex with random partners from the internet... I am confused now. She is ashamed of her past. I love her so much and don't want to let the past get in the way of our relationship. But why do I feel so hurt? It's not like she cheated on me... as all of her wild days were before she met me... Knowing her darkest past and knowing how much it hurts her only wants me to love and protect her more... I am so confused and I can't sleep at nights... what is the right thing to do?.. Leave her? Continue to bottle-up my haunting thoughts? I don't feel that she wants to talk about it anymore... should I seek counseling?