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Last year (2021), I applied to a few SMP’s without an MCAT score, I did not get accepted to the ones I wanted to go to so I did not go. I quit my job a few months ago to study for the MCAT (part-time wasn’t an option) and had plans to take the MCAT in April and apply to SMP’s for a second round, It’s July 10th and I am not where I want to be with the MCAT, those around me are just telling me to take it because I have been studying for months now (it’s been about 6, it has really been a struggle and has definnnitely affected my mental health) but I know this is not where I want to be, and I’d rather give myself more time to improve instead of having a bad score.
I think so too honestly, it's more bothering me that I am unsure if I will get an acceptance this year and I don't like the thought of pushing it off til next year. This is in part due to the fact that my parents think I'm wasting my years, and I usually fight this thought off, but the thought of waiting another year makes it feel like I'm losing time. My mental health, I believe, largely has to do with my home environment in the way and the pressure I feel under. When I was working fulltime I was preoccupied, out of the house, there was a separation. I think being at home all the time does not help me. Definitely trying to get a therapist to work through this though.I think the SMP route would be a good option for you, but I would caution to get whatever mental health struggles you are having under control before starting it. SMP is high risk high reward, and also fairly expensive and you need to succeed in it if you want to pursue medicine. You’ll be studying for the MCAT (assuming you do a SMP that does not require a MCAT to apply) and taking a lot of fast paced science courses at the same time.
Good luck!
I know they care a lot, and at the end of the day they are and will be my biggest supporters. They want to see me in school, and I understand that. I kind of just feel like **** because last year I put it off until now with the intentions of having the MCAT done, didn't get the score I wanted to on my practice MCATs in time to apply, so things aren't working out and I am not sure what I will do in this time. I was just hoping I'd be in an SMP this fallTry to look at it differently if you can. Whatever pressure your parents are putting you under, it’s nothing in comparison to what medical school will put you under. Your parents may become a huge source of support for you in medical school because nobody goes through medical school alone. Try to use it as an opportunity to thrive under pressure, and I think you’ll find more peace in living with the situation rather than trying to escape the situation.
I don’t know your parents obviously, but it seems like they want you to succeed, even if they don’t know how to show it properly, so do your best to meet them halfway if you can, for your own success.
Like Mr.Smile's said don't go the IMG route. Your undergrad GPA shows that there is a lack of study skills, time management, or other issue that got in the way of you being successful. Add on top of that the reality of knowledge gaps from those undergrad courses, it's not likely that you would overcome the odds of a Caribbean school.I know they care a lot, and at the end of the day they are and will be my biggest supporters. They want to see me in school, and I understand that. I kind of just feel like **** because last year I put it off until now with the intentions of having the MCAT done, didn't get the score I wanted to on my practice MCATs in time to apply, so things aren't working out and I am not sure what I will do in this time. I was just hoping I'd be in an SMP this fall