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As of right now, I have completed my first semester of junior year, and have approximately a 2.35 uGPA. I have done the research and I know it's less than desirable. Undesirable. I have 1.5 years left of my "4 year", and realistically I have my work cut out for me if I want to bring up my GPA and graduate with some dignity. That being said, I have arranged my remaining courses such that I would take them with some of the most intelligent students I know that would push me to do better, and hopefully make my theoretical plan of achieving 4.0s for the rest of my college career a reality. But what I lack is discipline, and more importantly, a path for the future.
I am going to take an extra semester to retake some of my lowest courses (1 F and a D to grade replace and others to retake), and just re-evaluate my goals and my 5-10-15 year plan over the course of that period. Then for the following "semester", I am considering working as a medical scribe to gain some practical experience as well as earn some money (my parents are ever-supportive, but I have to begin my course to independence, I have disappointed them enough), and throughout that year, begin applying to SMP's (I don't believe myself capable to apply and get accepted directly into medical school, nor do I believe myself to have the discipline to jump into that level of intensity without failing).
What I lack from here is:
-When do I take the MCAT
-What do I need to do to strengthen my discipline and mentality
-How do I improve my application
(I have a summer of research at a medical school under my belt, an internship having to do with mosquito control, and so far a semester of on-campus research. I am also starting volunteering the coming semester.)
-When and how do I begin the application process
-Any small or big details I am missing
I understand there are numerous detailed posts about much of what I have mentioned, and I am reading through as many as I can find, but I would like to know the good and bad of my specific situation, and what I need to do to turn it around so I can achieve my ambition of becoming a doctor. So far my years in college have been all talk, and no action, and I am suffering the consequences of it right now. I am determined to reach my goal no matter what, but I need to correct guidance to do so. Idealistically, I can't see myself doing anything except being a servant for the world through medicine, so I appeal to you, the medical community to help me grow.
I am going to take an extra semester to retake some of my lowest courses (1 F and a D to grade replace and others to retake), and just re-evaluate my goals and my 5-10-15 year plan over the course of that period. Then for the following "semester", I am considering working as a medical scribe to gain some practical experience as well as earn some money (my parents are ever-supportive, but I have to begin my course to independence, I have disappointed them enough), and throughout that year, begin applying to SMP's (I don't believe myself capable to apply and get accepted directly into medical school, nor do I believe myself to have the discipline to jump into that level of intensity without failing).
What I lack from here is:
-When do I take the MCAT
-What do I need to do to strengthen my discipline and mentality
-How do I improve my application
(I have a summer of research at a medical school under my belt, an internship having to do with mosquito control, and so far a semester of on-campus research. I am also starting volunteering the coming semester.)
-When and how do I begin the application process
-Any small or big details I am missing
I understand there are numerous detailed posts about much of what I have mentioned, and I am reading through as many as I can find, but I would like to know the good and bad of my specific situation, and what I need to do to turn it around so I can achieve my ambition of becoming a doctor. So far my years in college have been all talk, and no action, and I am suffering the consequences of it right now. I am determined to reach my goal no matter what, but I need to correct guidance to do so. Idealistically, I can't see myself doing anything except being a servant for the world through medicine, so I appeal to you, the medical community to help me grow.