- Joined
- May 12, 2017
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I applied to D.O. school in 2015-2016 and 2016-2017 got multiple secondaries but no interview invitations due to my 490 MCAT.
The Monday after graduation I started a job working in medical billing where I did insurance collections, medical coding, patient services, refunds, and cash posting. It's nothing glamorous, at best the past 2 yrs. have provided a different perspective into healthcare revenue cycle. I know what to look for in people I need on my team when I open a private practice.
There's still a nagging voice in my head that says I'm wasting time and should use my time more wisely doing medical research, practicing clinical medicine, or graduate education.
I need to reinvent myself. I know in the past two years I've matured as a man philosophically and know why I will do whatever it takes to be the best physician I can possibly be. The MCAT is the mountain I have to conquer to move on to the next challenge in my medical career. I've been consistently studying and preparing for the MCAT since 2014 with a 490 to show for the time and thousands of dollars spent on material.
I stumbled across a post another SDN user who advised, "if this isn't your time then continuing to try now will only make it harder later. Get a REAL masters degree, biochem, orgo, chem, physics, even engineering, etc. get a job, a house, maybe a family, and revisit the MCAT when a different person studies for it, because YOU are not ready."
I feel complacent saying "I'm not ready" though I won't ever settle for failure. I am even hesitant to start a family because I don't have a job that can support both a wife and children plus most all the advice I get from my close mentors is encouragement to wait for marriage post-medical school.
At this point I am beginning to feel ambivalent about medical school, it seems there are easier ways to impact peoples lives - maybe not as lasting or sustainable as quality medical care but I want to leave a legacy for my children.
"That doesn’t mean what everyone thinks it means… Everyone thinks the poem means to break away from the crowd and do your own thing. But if you read it, Frost is very clear that the two roads are exactly the same. He just chooses one at random. And then it’s only later at a dinner party when he’s talking about it that he tells everyone he chose the road less travelled by, but he’s lying. So the point of the poem is that everyone wants to look back and think that their choices matter. But in reality, s#!* just happens the way that it happens, and it doesn’t matter."
~Piper Chapman, Orange is the New Black
The Monday after graduation I started a job working in medical billing where I did insurance collections, medical coding, patient services, refunds, and cash posting. It's nothing glamorous, at best the past 2 yrs. have provided a different perspective into healthcare revenue cycle. I know what to look for in people I need on my team when I open a private practice.
There's still a nagging voice in my head that says I'm wasting time and should use my time more wisely doing medical research, practicing clinical medicine, or graduate education.
I need to reinvent myself. I know in the past two years I've matured as a man philosophically and know why I will do whatever it takes to be the best physician I can possibly be. The MCAT is the mountain I have to conquer to move on to the next challenge in my medical career. I've been consistently studying and preparing for the MCAT since 2014 with a 490 to show for the time and thousands of dollars spent on material.
I stumbled across a post another SDN user who advised, "if this isn't your time then continuing to try now will only make it harder later. Get a REAL masters degree, biochem, orgo, chem, physics, even engineering, etc. get a job, a house, maybe a family, and revisit the MCAT when a different person studies for it, because YOU are not ready."
I feel complacent saying "I'm not ready" though I won't ever settle for failure. I am even hesitant to start a family because I don't have a job that can support both a wife and children plus most all the advice I get from my close mentors is encouragement to wait for marriage post-medical school.
At this point I am beginning to feel ambivalent about medical school, it seems there are easier ways to impact peoples lives - maybe not as lasting or sustainable as quality medical care but I want to leave a legacy for my children.
"That doesn’t mean what everyone thinks it means… Everyone thinks the poem means to break away from the crowd and do your own thing. But if you read it, Frost is very clear that the two roads are exactly the same. He just chooses one at random. And then it’s only later at a dinner party when he’s talking about it that he tells everyone he chose the road less travelled by, but he’s lying. So the point of the poem is that everyone wants to look back and think that their choices matter. But in reality, s#!* just happens the way that it happens, and it doesn’t matter."
~Piper Chapman, Orange is the New Black