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This is not because I am not getting good grades. I am.
However, we are graded on counselor dispositions at the end of the semester. We do a self-eval and our professor sends us a corrected copy back with the dispositions they think we showed. It is rated on a scale of 1-5. 5 being the best and 1 being the worst. Some of the things we are graded on are empathy and unconditional positive regard.
I have just finished my second semester and seem to be surrounded by a bunch of 2's.
My issue is that I do not talk much. I am not completely silent, but I am just not talkative unless I have something extremely thoughtful to say. This is where it is hurting me. It makes me seem hesitant and my professor told me others may feel judged when I do not speak.
This is really frustrating for me because I know I can get through this program. I can do all the bookwork and readings in the world and it won't be enough if I cannot appear to be extroverted. I'm a very introverted person, so you can imagine how I'm feeling.
I am feeling really crappy right now. I don't want to change my entire personality and am not sure if I am even able to in such a short amount of time. It is not that I don't participate- I do. I just am not verbal enough for their liking. I feel as if they want all of their students to fit into this certain mold and I may not be cut out for it, despite for strong desire to succeed in this program. This is a CACREP accredited program, BTW.
Thoughts/Suggestions?
However, we are graded on counselor dispositions at the end of the semester. We do a self-eval and our professor sends us a corrected copy back with the dispositions they think we showed. It is rated on a scale of 1-5. 5 being the best and 1 being the worst. Some of the things we are graded on are empathy and unconditional positive regard.
I have just finished my second semester and seem to be surrounded by a bunch of 2's.
My issue is that I do not talk much. I am not completely silent, but I am just not talkative unless I have something extremely thoughtful to say. This is where it is hurting me. It makes me seem hesitant and my professor told me others may feel judged when I do not speak.
This is really frustrating for me because I know I can get through this program. I can do all the bookwork and readings in the world and it won't be enough if I cannot appear to be extroverted. I'm a very introverted person, so you can imagine how I'm feeling.
I am feeling really crappy right now. I don't want to change my entire personality and am not sure if I am even able to in such a short amount of time. It is not that I don't participate- I do. I just am not verbal enough for their liking. I feel as if they want all of their students to fit into this certain mold and I may not be cut out for it, despite for strong desire to succeed in this program. This is a CACREP accredited program, BTW.
Thoughts/Suggestions?