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I'm in 8th grade. Grades 3-6 I pretty much failed school. I didn't try, I saw no meaning in living and was extremely depressed. I had no self confidence and believed I wasn't smart enough, so I didn't even try. 7th grade I started doing a bit better, but this year I am doing much, much better (except for P.E. that class sucks). I currently have a 101 in science and a 93 in math.
However, I'm not happy with where I'm going to be next year. Next year, I have to take Algebra I. Now, I could definitely be doing Algebra I this year, because I am smart enough. I tried Algebra I, and I know it all... It's just because before this year, I didn't try, and that hurt me. Badly. I'd do literally anything to be taking Algebra I right now. I'd cut off all my toes, go to summer schools, go to overnight schools, etc. I'm becomming to much of a perfectionist, I suppose. It just sickens me to see all these people that are just dinguses who don't care about mathematics at all. Infact a lot of them hate it.
My goal is to be taking AP Calculus in 12th grade. Thankfully, I will be able to. However, I also want to take AP Statistics. My current 'plan' can be found here:
I just want to be a surgeon. I'd do anything for it. I want to start my life over, and get good grades. I wish I could go back and tell myself I can do it. It's too late now.
There's too many classes that I want to take. Unfortunately, I don't think I'll be able to take all of them. Just honors biology, honors chemistry, AP biology, Uconn Physics, and honors human anatomy. And for math Algebra I, Honors Algebra II, Honors Geometry, Honors Precalculus, AP Statistics, and AP Calculus. If I can take all those classes I'll be the happiest person in the world.
I've always known that I love science. Marine biology always interested me, ever since I can remember. I always wanted to be a marine biologist, but it doesn't pay that well and it looks a little bit too... messy. Surgery, however, looks great to me. I can't find another career that appeals to me more than that of a surgeon. I hate to admit it, but when I see a student in my grade working in an Algebra I textbook, I get extremely jealous and depressed. I can do that. I should be in that class right now. I know all the stuff we're doing right now.
Can I still be a surgeon? My parents have the money for college and all that, we're able to make it work. Also, does anyone have any advice for coping with the feelings that I have? Thank you very much for reading, a response is greatly appreciated.
However, I'm not happy with where I'm going to be next year. Next year, I have to take Algebra I. Now, I could definitely be doing Algebra I this year, because I am smart enough. I tried Algebra I, and I know it all... It's just because before this year, I didn't try, and that hurt me. Badly. I'd do literally anything to be taking Algebra I right now. I'd cut off all my toes, go to summer schools, go to overnight schools, etc. I'm becomming to much of a perfectionist, I suppose. It just sickens me to see all these people that are just dinguses who don't care about mathematics at all. Infact a lot of them hate it.
My goal is to be taking AP Calculus in 12th grade. Thankfully, I will be able to. However, I also want to take AP Statistics. My current 'plan' can be found here:
I just want to be a surgeon. I'd do anything for it. I want to start my life over, and get good grades. I wish I could go back and tell myself I can do it. It's too late now.
There's too many classes that I want to take. Unfortunately, I don't think I'll be able to take all of them. Just honors biology, honors chemistry, AP biology, Uconn Physics, and honors human anatomy. And for math Algebra I, Honors Algebra II, Honors Geometry, Honors Precalculus, AP Statistics, and AP Calculus. If I can take all those classes I'll be the happiest person in the world.
I've always known that I love science. Marine biology always interested me, ever since I can remember. I always wanted to be a marine biologist, but it doesn't pay that well and it looks a little bit too... messy. Surgery, however, looks great to me. I can't find another career that appeals to me more than that of a surgeon. I hate to admit it, but when I see a student in my grade working in an Algebra I textbook, I get extremely jealous and depressed. I can do that. I should be in that class right now. I know all the stuff we're doing right now.
Can I still be a surgeon? My parents have the money for college and all that, we're able to make it work. Also, does anyone have any advice for coping with the feelings that I have? Thank you very much for reading, a response is greatly appreciated.