We're in the single digits now... just 8 more days...
I don't normally ask for this sort of thing, but I could definitely use some positive thoughts and good juju for tomorrow. We've got our final anatomy practical and as thrilled as I am to (hopefully) never have stick my head and hands into a formalin drenched horse ever again after, I really, really need to do well on this test. I've been attending the tutoring sessions more and it seems to have helped, but I said that for this last test---one that I actually felt pretty good about---and I got basically the same score as I did on the first test that I crammed one day for.
I've gotten practically the exact same D grade on every single test, despite spending more time studying both in lab and at home, tutoring, changing up study methods... I just don't know why I keep doing so poorly. Even the professor wasn't much help as he basically told me that I clearly either am not spending enough time or I'm doing something wrong (obviously; I just don't know what that thing is).
Ugh. During our tutoring sessions, our tutor has us do little "oral quizzes" where we point out everything on a part of the animal and explain how everything works together (insertions/origins, innervations, supplies, etc.). I've been doing actually very well on those, so I am hoping that I can pull this off. The bad news is that I need a near perfect score to earn a C. The good news is that I can still technically pass with a D and since I'm doing fine in my other classes, it hopefully shouldn't hurt the GPA *too* terribly badly.
But I am still so, so nervous. So afraid that I'm going to screw up this one last chance. I am borderline grade-wise, so if I mess this up too badly, I'm done. Just trying to breathe, keep calm, and study on...