Feeling so stuck where I am. None of the jobs I've applied to have come through- I'm under qualified/they've found someone else/whatever. On an intellectual level I understand that it is not my fault and is not a reflection of me as a person or as a veterinarian but damn do I feel like a dud.
My skills as a technician are improving while my skills as a doctor feel as though they're rotting away. The environment feels more and more toxic every day. I know on some level it's my acknowledgement that I'm unhappy that's allowing me to feel more and more unhappy, a vicious cycle or whatever, and I'm trying desperately to look at every day at work as an opportunity to just better myself as a doctor, build my skills, etc. But it's a rough time for me right now
And sorry to keep filling this thread with my mopery but I'm sure my husband is tired of hearing it.