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If you're a week into your program and you "don't even feel like going through intern year," i assume you haven't even experienced anesthesia in any training capacity? was this depressive episode in med school/after graduation?Hello everyone,
I don't know if this turning to this site for advice will help or hurt my current mental dilema but I have give it a shot before I end up in in a darker place.
During medical school i was aways fascinated with Pathology and I really enjoyed Basic sciences. I decided I wanted to do Pathology and I changed my mind last minute to Anesthesia after a couple of clerkships I did (worst decision of my life so far).
I have felt very very bummed out by this decision and was even hospitalized for sever depression ( something I have never had, I consider myself a very outgoing and happy person). I clearly started residency out on the wrong foot and I honestly don't even feel like going through intern year unless I absolutely have to. I really want to give pathology a shot, maybe do some rotations and reapply this season.
My HUGE dilemma is telling my PD that I feel this way just a week after starting? If I just leave right now I would probably get sanctioned by the ACGME. I am leaning towards being completely honest with my PD and telling them all of my issues/future career goals. My understanding is that I will need a LOR from my current PD for switching fields and I do want to make this as easy for them as possible since I highly appreciate the opportunity they have provided me.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated